My Diary


August 21, 2009

Aik Yaad purani ayee thi
aik yaad ko pana chaha tha
kuch lamhey bikharney diye thy
aik aanchal thamna chaha tha
bas yaad bikhar see gayee thi
jo aankh jhuki to
hatheli khali payee thi…….

24th August, 2009

Today is 2nd Ramadan Alhamdo Lillah, First off All I wish all the muslims Happy Holy Ramadan Karim, May Allah the most merciful shower his countless blessings uupon us… Ameen.
I tried to write in two days but Life…which is composed of time and time runs so unfortunatly i couldn’t catch time ….
But today here I am….
It’s been more then 3 Years in my current job, sometime I feel I have been affiliated so much to my coworkers that I won’t be able to forget or leave their space…. What so ever…
Enjoying the Present and never be afraid of Future….

Think What you have today will never be in your possession tomorrow… Live today and have Life today….Cheers…
:)

25th August, 2009

It’s the time of Sehri but i couldn’t stop myself updating my diary, 3rd Fast Alhamdo Lillah while I am counting on for Fajr Prayer, so do for Job…
Mostly people ask, What’s new in your basket today and usual answer is “Nothing, as it is” but today I am gonna change the tradition…
“Today is 25th Aug, 2009, 3rd Ramadan and a new day which will never return in my life. Time is speeding ahead and I am trying to catch it……. Chao….. :)

3:10 PM,

Time is moving slowly; today I learnt to not follow the words said by someone you believe honorary.

26th August, 2009

Here it is 9:07 AM and I am on job at my desk, couldn’t log in to update cause of Sweet PESCO (Load Shedding), so the first thing I did at earliest is updating my status on WordPress… :)
The day is buzzing like bee, 4th Ramadan and sleepless eyes….
Chao till next update… :)

12:51 PM

and my temperature rising….. :(
fasting is not ever difficult until you never feel pain of illness…

3:20 PM

waiting for CHUTTI KI GHANTI….
I always feel, time is not reaching to an end but at the end of the day, time make me sure that it ended with the speed of light…anyone bother to think about……..

27th August, 2009

Today is the busiest day, but informative though, gained knowledge from one mof my very good friends…. Thanks for being there even though you are not here… Virtual help.. :D
good go technology… :)
and yes why not…brought smile on the face of of new friend….. I feel i can be good therapist… :)

6:06 PM

I am counting on for Assar prayer, I am surely addicted to few things… :)

28th August, 2009

Sehri time and I am counting on for Fajr Namaz….just recieved text of coworker, he will be on leave today.
I would have to go on job to mark other’s leave…. :(
But my chill time will start after 2:00 PM when back home and it will last for 2 days….. Off….. :)
I hope I could better find some issue to pick up the pen and float it on paper…..

29th August, 2009

I am still awake but now “Ankhon mein neend bhar rahee hai” :P
I should better sleep now, have to wake up for sehri then…. it’s 3:07 AM….
I am getting addicted to writing BLOG…. :P
Healthy activity..? :)

7:53 PM

I am just done with iftar……
never got stuck during fast but today I realy felt thirsty…. :P
it was off day but couldn’t write anything, now just waiting to grab the topic and spread it to observe… :)
I hope, could get it soon….. :D

30th August, 2009

I heard something special… :D secret….
Sunday and 8th Ramadan Alhamdolillah…. I picked up my laptop which i was thinking since week to refresh… “Yup yup it better needs to be…. Windows Installation” and now i am done with it… :)
Now checking for security software…. I hope i could find one easily….. :P

31st August, 2009

I just wished for rain and its raining, when woke up for sehri at 4:00 AM, it started heavy rain, sky was fully covered with Clouds and now its 5:06 AM, I am into writing while listening the rythm of rain drops outside the window. I am counting on for Fajr Adhan and namaz whilst also thinking, how will I manage to go to on job in heavy rain and ofcource MUD….. Rain and mud stand by each other when raining in Peshawar….. :D

3:20 PM

I am feeling heart sinking thirst, feeling Rozaaaa… first time and counter starts for Chuttiii Bell….still 40 min are left….
It was a good day Alhamdo Lillah…..forgot Quran e Pak at home and now missing recitation of Surah Mubarika… :(

1st September, 2009

New Month, 10th Ramadan and sehri time…Allah karam I never miss the time of sehri, have done with now having glass of water and waiting for Adhan so I will have last glass in the end…. :P
Today have many plans, Allah might fullfill all….have to go to office, then to Friend and in the end to Khala’s place….. hehhehee….Enjoy time party…. :D

11:40 AM

On job but I am so lethargic today, getting drowsy and severe headache…. I hope the time fly high :(

3:47 PM

Counting on for off…have to go to meet my friend and will have iftar with her…yuppyyy…. after longgggggg………..
Sayo Naara…. :)

2nd September, 2009

I am waiting for office driver, it makes me bored to wait, I am always such sort of human who never likes to wait for anything; whatever….
but i am feeling lazy while thinking of office timing till 4:00 PM…Goddddd….My stamina is loosing early in the morning….. :P
I have to go for shop too…. when will i manage to go… :(

3:34 PM

I am totally exhausted today…. counting on seconds, minutes, hours to rush out…..
Severe flu, back pain, cough, headache and temperature…. wanna rest….. :(

10:00 PM

Time I could never ever forget, when my father lost his life in my hands infront of my eyes and I couldn’t do anything……

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7th September, 2009

It’s 6th day of my father’s death and I still feel myself in a web of dream, will open my eyes and everything will be as fine as it was…… :(

8th September, 2009

Life goes on and on……again the same routine and my job……
the only thing left in my heart is “Yaad”

9th September, 2009

I am On…office desk and my sleepy eyes filled with water……
yea That’s Ramadan, routine tough and unable to take full sleep….
“Mujhey neend ayee hai, mujhey sona hai…. :( “

1:53 PM

I am making myself up and get ready for wadhoo and namaz e Zuhr….
It was a so so day, half up and half down….little sleepy and little working……but thinking of tomorrow……
No excuse….now getting up…. see you buddies after namaz Inshallah…..
:)

10th September, 2009

I have just done with Sehri and now waiting for Mo’azn so I could stand infront of Allah to start my day… :)
I put glass of water for me to drink at the last moment but have already finished it…. :P
ME THIRSTY CROW :D

11:22 AM

I will take off at 12:00 PM today, gotta go home, first thursday of my Father….. Allah may rest him in peace… Ameen
Now just checking routine blogs and winding up my desk work… :P

11th September, 2009

New day to capture in new ways I hope :)
I feel hope should remain there to start a new day, who knows what would be the surprise in pandora box… :)
Fajr Adhan, ….. Run for Wadhu…..C Ya :)

12th September, 2009

Sehri Time and I just took Actifid Cold cause of Flu coughing and fever, it’s getting longgggg….i am sick of and just hate to be on bed cause of illness, …….
the last glass of water to take at the lost moment is finished and i am planning to have one more, there is still time in adhan….. :)
LAst Ashra of Ramadan has started and I just wish and it goes fine and blessed. :)

13th September, 2009

It’s sunday and I am just using net, nothing special but my mind is just flying over here and there and couldn’t focus on one thing… :S
There is something pinching behind my front …. not in a mood to do anything, just passing time….

9:06 PM

I am again infront of desktop, not having the strength to take out my laptop and connect to dsl so better found the desktop free…. sunday is going to an end in sometime and monday is heading, again my job and again routine….
i didn’t take dinner today, not in mood, what else..
Better off….

14th September, 2009

I am at office, on my desk and started routine work, in the mean while i thought to open wordpress, after all i am addicted to…. hehhehee…
well let see what the day will bring for me….hope for the good one…
chao… :)

3:51 PM

Logging off at my desk… time to go home…. :)

15th September, 2009

It’s 8:07 AM Tuesday, I am dressed up and waiting for the company driver, he would be coming in 5 to 10 minutes or the next moment.
It’s another thing that i don’t like to wait so i am utilising my time by updating my Diary status :)
Mid of September and I am surprised how fastly time flies and soon it will be end of 2009. Wonder world, isn’t it? :)

16th September, 2009

I am once again in waiting condition though shifted from ready to waiting but according to OS, i should be in processing system but i think OS doesn’t apply on real life. :D
so i was saying i am in waiting condition, the driver needs to com to pick me up so i start making my flow chart and my cell ringing,,,here he is….chao…hurry…. :)

10:02 PM

I am just wondering on internet, don’t wanna sleep so early though my eyes are filled with sleepy tears and i am yawning; but i am awaken till i drop from my chair….. :D
I am addicted to certain things….. WordPress. Facebook, :D

17th September, 2009

Today I got late to update my diary, new wasn’t busy but was busy in writing resign and filling recruitment forms….. :)
That’s life, always have to start from scratch…. every time each ends with a new start, no matter how much effort you put to survive the current one but once it’s ended, it’s an edge…. :)
Let’s have a new start…. “START”

18th September, 2009

At 11:39 AM I am updating my page, I was busy in writing and of cource office work. Scanning, printing, mail, documentation…what not and what not…. in cheery mood today… :D
it’s 27th Ramadan and Jumma’ tul Widah”…Time to say “Alwidah Ramadan”… Next it will again come, might I be alive or dead, But Allah’s blessings will be kept showering in holy month, Allah may bless every muslim to grab the Blessings of Ramadan with full heartily down to earth esteem. Ameen. :)

19th September, 2009

Today I didn’t get the time to log in or write anything… it’s 9:23 PM, i have to offer Isha prayer but wanted to write something, so i am doing… :)
It might be eid tomorrow or might be not….Let see… :)

20th September, 2009

It’s 11:20 PM today, new day is just coming, couldn’t get the time whole day to write anything…..EID day…very busy…..
but I am addicted of writing my diary so here i am to spread few words… :)
Not getting sleepy at all though i am tired alot but i will watch satrangi…. :P
Cheers….

21st September, 2009

It’s 8:48 PM…second day of Eid and very very busy… i am literally tired by moving here and there and serving guests…After all my sweetheart Maa wants me to behave “SUGHART” :P
I feel i made her happy…. :D
Again bell…again Guests…

Chao…. :)

22nd September, 2009

New day has started, though it’s 2:33 AM but I am still on net, doing what…hehheeeee…watching Satrangi on youtube….. :D

23rd September, 2009

It’s 12:33 PM last day of Eid and Eid vacations…. will be on job from tomorrow…..

24th September, 2009

It’s 8:20 AM Thursday and life is moving on cause it has to, time never stops nor it waits but we have to move with it until or unless we are not hit by DEATH.
But sometime I really feel where are we moving on directionless, our visions are blurred in the dust of material, our ego priors every relation and our moral is upside down but still we say our moral is upto the sky, which sky ; showing beneath our feet or billions trillions miles away above our nut heads…. :-/

25th September, 2009

Time is solely flying…. flying without wings…West Life… :)
Waiting for the driver…. again routine…job and job… job…….haaaaaaaaaaaa…..
What else…..days are fliping life pages and book of life is turning to an end quickly…one day it will over…. :)
Rite now….job……i hate to wait…..:P

26th September, 2009

Off day cause it’s Saturday, woke up late but heard bad news….BLAST in Peshawar near Askari bank Cantt branch…Public Area…. :(
ITs really really saddening….. I Am afraid….Allah may not get angry that much that he may put us all in “Azab”….. Allah may forgive us for everything…. Ameen.

27th September, 2009

Sunday 9:18AM…..i am upset with as my alarm didn’t wake me up for fajr namaz…i missed… :(
I hope day ahead would be good….. inshallah….

28th September, 2009

It’s 10:17 AM….i just crossed the blast area in cantt near Askari bank today, it was a disaster..All buildings ruined, i am amzed how could the blast be happened in highly secure area?
Our security policies need to be improved or gov should train them on high standards…… Allah knows, what will be next, I hope it would be good…Ameen.

29th September, 2009

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30th September, 2009

It’s 12:23 PM and received call from my cousin, a girl badly needs B -ve blood in an hour or she will die, I am Praying hard that Allah may give her health but why are we so helpless…….. Allah may bless her….. Ameen…..

1st October, 2009

Start of new month and might be start of new season, I wish the new season and new month brings the new joys with special care to me and all on the earth by the grace of Allah the merciful… :)
Cheers and Peace :)

2nd October, 2009

It’s 2:53 PM…. i am texting with a very very sweet and great friend of mine, boht pala bacha…..hehheeeeee….
Also, at office desk, dhair saara work and making excel sheets quickly to wind up before off time…. Fhewwwww……
The day is good Alhamdolillah……. Time is flying and Today is friday….. :)
Oh yes Today I asked Allah pak a very special prayer,….. Please help me out….. :)

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4th October, 2009

It’s 7:47 PM and I got the time right now to update, it was sunday, a good day infact…. had few guests…updated my laptop and desktop…and now writing to update my diary as well…. :)

5th October, 2009

Aj Dil dukha hai, tum yaad aye. Anjaney log hain, apne kaha dhoond paye.
It’s 2:06 PM, working day at office and my desk. Fear or not, somehow i managed myself to move on, somehow have made myself understood the realities. Realities why do they always come across me?
I am fearless, nothing in my mind and hope all and ever friend of mine which never let me broke in high and down, though it faded in situations and still it seems to but ray across the door is always there.
Disappointment though waiting for the Miracle……!
I am keeping my fingers crossed…Miracle in my life…..!

6th October, 2009

Who gave me the courage to break in silence, might be Allah pak, bu ti broke like glass and splinters spread across my way….
I hope Allah make my life smooth and grant me i wish for, my dearest wish…… now i am directly in contact with Allah, talk to him, listen to him and find his signs…… I pray for Behatari and he definatly will grant me my joy Inshallah….. :)

7th October, 2009

It’s 9:39 AM and I am in office as usual, its a casual day with routine tasks. Saying hello hi and good morning to all, checking mails, wrapping documents to dispatch, scanning and printing, what else…… :)
have to go to market today for little shopping but Ughhh my salary isn’t transferred till date……. :(
I hope it might be done today…… slow procedures and office politics…. Ahhhh !….
overall all is bright and smily :)

8th October, 2009

Good day…. found something new…hhheeehehheeeee… that’s a secret…. :D

9th October, 2009

Ops I always forget birthdays….it was my nephew’s birthday….but well done FB reminded me of and i wished him on time……. :)
but my cake is pending to have….and his gift…. :D
Rest is rest…asusual creepy office :P
and yea today my friend is down… donno why …i am trying to cheer up but… :(
well no worries i will…after all i am a BEST FRIEND :D

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11th October, 2009

Abbu’s Chehlum
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12th October, 2009

Monday back to pavilion…yea my office and desk….fhewww…..it’s 10:10 AM and waiting for someone’s responce, i hate to wait by the way……. :P
now again week has started…….5 days to work…….ughhhhhh :)

    13th October, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME…… :D
ALLAH MAY GRANT ME MY EVERY WISH AND I COULD COLLECT THE MAXIMUM BLESSINGS IN MY LIFE
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) ……………………!

14th October, 2009

Somehow tensed day….. :(

15th October, 2009

It’s 12:07 PM and load sheeding….sucks……
N yes what the hell is going on…. Lahore under attack…… Disaster…. :(
It’s not security breakage….it’s………….

16th October, 2009

It’s 9:44 AM Friday and its a third day i am wearing the same suit …. :(
It was ridiculous situation yesterday whene there was assemble session in Peshawar and blasts on kohat road government flates…number of died and whole peshawar was blocked, people was put into trouble by holding them in traffic jam for more then 5 to 6 hours in a line….. i also couldn’t go home and had to stay at my friend’s place…….. Ahh and number of were blocked in traffic jam from the morning till night…..
we never thought of such situation that one day we wont be able to go our own homes in our own city by our own people…. and now today is the day….. :(
I wish we would have good time ahead….Ameen :)

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23rd October, 2009

Again earth quake, Earth jolted by 6.4 at 2:00 AM in the morning; Allah is greatly angry. All is wrong and all is going wrong, but we never feel, why have we become so heartless and dead inside? Why our inner is not breathing? Why we love to watch bleeding????
and another suicide bombing in Kamrah Attock in the morning; left 5 families mourning over their beloved and 7 badly injured.
It’s bleeding all over; My country is bleeding, My people are bleeding, My city is bleeding….. My home land is bleeding….. World is Bleeding…. Allah is not happy, he is never happy……. :(
We have become dead; no sentiments, no emotions; just machines and dirty filthy selfish people…… :(

26th October, 2009

It’s 12:42PM…i feel i m not in a mood to write my diary today…but somehow forcing myself to do so….
there is nothing to write, cause wherever we look, whatever we see and whatever we hear is all terrible all around, didn’t have any good news since days…. :(
subah ankh khul k bhi uddasi aur ankh hoty howe bhi uddasi…..
why are we crossing through this dilemma, i am surprised how did we miss to behave in a human way… why didn’t we learn to behave in human way? why?
ow can we forget our past, our muslim history, history since Baba Adam time, conquers and Ghazwaat and kindness?
what are we upto now? what are we looking for? What are we searching? where are we heading?
Why are we blindly following the so called norms and rules of life without bothering to think even for a second….?
there are all WHY left infront of me? and I am stucked….. :S

27th October, 2009

It’s 11:18 AM and i am on my desk at office, working on mission claims, making list of engineers, scanning FAC docs…and yes last but not least have to dispatch module….. fhewww….
I don’t get time for things or am i getting lazy :P
day start is usual… goody goody….n I hope that it may remain … :)

28th October, 2009

I am little hypnotic today, I omit everything and lock all snaps and Yaadain of my father in hidden space to not pinch me every moment… somehow i am behaving to put my head in sand and make me realize tht everything is as sound as it was, it’s not giving me relief but somehow i am able to compose myself…… i am making myself fool but this foolishness is a bit side of escape for me….. :S
i am selfish, we all are in our own way…..

29th October, 2009

9:53 AM… on my desk, office office……
Morning is as usual but today i learnt something new, Allah answered me few things….
I always ask Allah and he replies me, Once my dear friend said Ma….. Allah doesn’t come to earth as human does to answer you but he send us the answers and when he does you will be notified by yourself….
Today i am notified…. :)
I recieved answers….

30th October, 2009

It’s 10:42 AM friday morning, another earthquake jolt and earth vibration felt at night at almost 11:40 AM…..
Allah is not happy with us, so much blood shed, cruelty, barberianism, selfishness, killing, murder, blasts and what’s left…nothing :(
All signs of dooms day are about to appear or already appeared before us,…. now Hadrat Essa, Imam Mehdi, Dajjal, Gog Magog…. we are becoming victims of freemasons and Zionism…One eyed Dajjal…
Allah karim….Rehm ….
Number of died in Peshawar Blast, and number of dissappeared without any body piece left to collect…. Are we really humans, Are we….
Baba Adam and Maa Hawwa is crying over their Daughters and Sons….
We are crying, or we have become dead hearted ?????

31st October, 2009
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1st November, 2009
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2nd November, 2009

It’s 10:24 AM, time is reversed back one hour from 1st Nov, 2009.
Here i am after weekend, Monday and office desk with work and work and work….
Usual day… usual morning and same routine….
There is a secret that life is somehow taking turns and I am afraid it might not take U turn. immediate change, it can lead to either above sky or final big destruction which couldn’t make me up again in life….
Now and always my only hope is Allah and I am looking at him, he might change my fate by Dua…he can, he promised…..

3rd November, 2009

It’s not a good day, I am not happy, I am not smiling….. I am feeling pain inside cause I hurt a very good friend of mine, I hurt more then everything……. I am crying inside but can’t screem on my pain…. How can I hurt someone? I never tried intentionally, Allah knows that, he knows me very well……..
I never even hurt stranger how can i to very dear of mine….. :(
I am not a good girl…. Allah will never forgive me…. he never forgives the rights of his humans….. he will not forgive me on doing so….
But Promise by Allah I didn’t do that intentionally or never ever thought of that…… :(
I am hurt too…… having pain which is aching my heart like everything… I am feeling dead today…. I hurt my friend :(
I am not a good a girl, not at all…. I always do so….. why, why i do so……????
:( :( :(

4th November, 2009

It’s 10:13 AM and i am on my desk…dhair sara kaam….and manager gave me more…so i am off…chao….c ya all… :)

5th November, 2009

Morning, little bit cloudy, little bit clear….. Somehow I am getting clear about my vision and trying to step ahead according to my loved ones will…. I can’t think anymore, as long as I think my mind is getting more blank and grabbing in mesh so I feel i should stop thinking and behave as others want… Might be there would be some wisdom of Allah behind…. :)
and I am all time Razi ba Raza sort of with Allah… :)

6th November, 2009

Planing change in my life…. Complete and overall….
Planing for the first time and i just pray that Allah may always do good for me…I am looking for his behtari…. :)

7th November, 2009

It’s off today, Saturday and long long weekend started.. cause it’s off on Monday too…..
11:43 AM and passing time on FB…just roaming around with blank mind….. nothing is grabing my attention…
Bought 3 movies to watch but now i don’t feel like watching any :S
my mood is swinging….

10th November, 2009

It’s 10:33 AM Tuesday after long long weekend of Saturday sunday and Monday Iqbal Day…. Same office and Same routine but overall it’s good day…start was good….and Inshallah it will go good…. :)
I discussed Islamic views with my ordinates… today morning so I am feeling goody goody…I love to discuss and argue on things so to improve my own knowledge…as per my view we can learn a very good thing even from the worst person or worst happening…. :)
I hope Allah may always guide me on Sirat e Mustaqim…Ameen… :)

11th November, 2009

I hope one remain stick to his / her words …. well no body can if he / she wants to be even… spells change…
well its 11:35AM…and usual unusual routine…memorizing past time with friends in school college university…. that was awesome… but now world has been changed so far…all are busy and no one has time even a second to spend with other…. life has made all machines… concept of AI (artificail Intelligence) Robotics…and we are becoming… :D
slaves of our unended desires…. wealth facilities luxuries food bla bla…. haaaa….how distracted we are…. Allah knows better…
But i know one thing…. Life will end like that but i don’t wanna die and live useless…. there should be some moto… Do I have one? I am not clear…. :S

12th November, 2009

Fhewww very very busy start and i just took out minutes to update my diary…..
it’s Skill level test and i have to organize in region, Engineers Errrrr! they are sleeping and i have to wake up all to PLEASE its your test today and do it till time….Aghhhhhh….!
I have to preapre maintenance report of week, have to apply Mission claims….preapre their summary and compile test answer sheets….. and yes equipment report….Again engineers GGGgggrrrrrrrhhhhh…all are sleeping…have to kich them up now… :@
C ya all…. :)

13th November, 2009

Horrible wake up….Huge blast jolted Peshawar at 6:40AM early morning when i just put head on my pillow after Fajar Namaz….
and ran on the roof top…sky was filled with smoke clouds….i just took a snap from my mobile camera… :S
What’s going on…? can anyone tell me what’s going on? :( :( :(

16th November, 2009

Monday 9:28AM….again same routine and office…. my PC and work….
routine that has not been changing over decades and I am highly sick of it with every passing day…. worsening my mental calibre and making me depressive… yea i am suffring from loss of memory … short term loss of memory and i am aware it will get worse when my strength will deminish with the span of time……. I am overwhelmed and tired of this world, people, everything, every single thing…. nothing attracts me, nothing holds me…. it’s all fake…. yea as Jal said “Ae dunya mithi saza ae” and yea i am agreed to it…. with all my senses i am saying, it’s very true…..

17th November, 2009

I wish I could heal the wounds of humanity, i wish i could console my beloveds, i wish i could map the tears of loved ones… i wish i could bring spark of life in their lives…. i wish i could bring them everything they are dying to have…. i wish, i wish….why am i so helpless… Why????
Why Allah is not curing the bleeds of our loved ones? why Allah is not looking for our tears? Why Allah is silent? Why????
Do I have the right to ask Allah that why there is so much misery? Do I have the right to claim from Allah? Am I his beloved?
Why we always have to sacrifice? Why sacrifice is to teary? Why we have to cut ourselves to sacrifice? Why?????
I am Stucked :(

18th November, 2009

Good Morning Wednesday 9:42 AM… :)
Its good day, normally fresh and I had beautiful dream today after Fajar Namaz…so I am happy happy…waking up all and now in office with Pink dressing my favorite color Pink… :)
chilling weather :) feeling cold :P

19th November, 2009

Again blast hit Peshawar court and 15 died on the spot, Aaj news… :(
I am blank and totally blank :(

20th November, 2009

It’s Friday 9:44 AM and I am in my office working in hurry as i have to leave for Lahore at 12:30 PM, I will be off for three days from internet so trying to update everything before leaving. I hope all goes well in my absence and Peshawar remains sound safe, who knows will be able to continue after 3 days or it will end; Life end… :) Allah knows the best :)
Till then chao, will catch up after 3 days Inshallah if Allah would give me the chance.. :)
cheers :) and Peace

23rd November, 2009

I am back from Lahore, but couldn’t watch out anything other than motorway… :S
travel anad travel… :P
once again i joined office and my desk… my life path straight as one of my blogger friends said…”Life is a straight path to move on” :D
chao….. :)

24th November, 2009

It’s 10:40 AM Tuesday, me and my office desk…. another new day with new date but same work and routine….
it’s life and i always insist upon that whatever we plan never come to an end and suddenly life changes track, also when we accept something in life, it slips out of hand like sand and end of the day we remain empty handed…. :S
It’s Life…
I am still trying to figure out what’s basically the meaning of life and i am sure te day i would have found out; it will be my last breath :)

30th November, 2009

It’s a 3rd day of Eid ul Adha…I am not feeling to write anything or update my blog. don’t know why am i getting blunt or blank actually… couldn’t focus on things since days… though i am pretty much into writing stuff but my creativity weakens… :S
So just updating my diary to ateast feel myself alive or might it motivate me to end up writing something :)
Hope :)

2nd December, 2009

I have been feeling so lazy since days that didn’t write even single line on my blog… where is my creativity… :(
i am feeling to write something but everything is mingled and created mesh in my mind… :P
I hope to write soon .. having green tea and biscuits… i can only have biscuits in office… :P

7th December, 2009

updating my diary after almost 4 5 days, was that cause of busy schedule, No it wasn’t; don’t know why i was little hesitant to update it, but today i was counting minutes to update but busy schedule wasn’t allowing me to write anything. I too feel monotonous n silent as i didn’t write since days; am i into hybernation process, i feel passing through cause nothing is grabbing my mind or my mind is totally blunt to bring anything in black and white. I am trying to refresh… :)
I hope i could do it possibly :P

8th December, 2009

It’s 11:06AM and as usual i am at my desk, haaa, my life surrounded by my home and my office, sometimes i feel its all cause of myself cause i restricted myself to these two places but its not actually, i am bounded to these two forcefully by the society by the traditions by the values and what not cause i am a girl, cant dare to fly or they will kill me down so i cut my wings myself….:)
its OK, yea i always make myself sure about this but sometimes its suffocating, i feel so…. :S
I am not ungreatful, i just want to fly, high and high….up above the sky… :P

10th December, 2009

It’s 10:51 AM Thursday, whooosshhh why am i not getting time to update my diary on daily basis.. :P
it’s not a good start for me today, severe flu and running nose; oh god when will it be cure, Dunya ho rahi hai pani pani… :(
otherwise its good day with chilly weather and usual routine as normal as daily is… :P
Allah please help me to get out of this flu attack… Aghhh…i hate to be BEEMAAR… :S

14th December, 2009

I am back to update my diary after few days, why am i getting lazy to update my Diary… :P
May be winter is freezing my hands, by the way its very cold… :D
usual day with usual routine…job me and my desk… it’s normal. what sort of change do i want… Don’t know :P
better start working though have already done :)

15th December, 2009

Today I heard a line early morning; “Muhabbat youn nahi achi”
well I am thinking about that since morning, why do people Love if they have to have lose it, no one have ever won the true love ever, there is happy thereafter. It’s a mere illusion phase, isn’t it.
Whatever, let me do my work, god early in office and lot of work; Call logs, Aghhh i am sick off and Claims…yikeessss…..
Shall I work now? yea i should… :P
Chao peace… :)

16th December, 2009

AS usual as daily..Islamic yeat is forthcoming to start, may be a day or two left… and I am hoping Allah may bring goodness and fortune to Muslim Ummah by his Blessings…. Ameen…
Day has already been started with work and work… now lets diarised…. :)

24th December, 2009

I am amazed how did I wait so long to update my diary, yea I was busy beatle.. :P
today its not like i am free but somehow managed to update as its last month of 2009 going on and who knows who will last till the dawn of 2010.
Anyway….today is thursday ad 10:29 AM…i am asusual in my office and working like busy bee :P end of week as its long long weekend coming ahead…4 days consecutive off….so have to sum up everything today… :)
Chao and peace…I hope i will re appear as soon as possible.. :)

30th December, 2009

It’s 2:02 PM, I updated my blog as well as my diary…may be it would be the last post of 2009…2009 ended with its up and downs, rough and tough seasons across the world. No doubt there is always an end to everything, so as the time… :)
We might meet up in 2010 with the hope that the sun will rise in favor of Muslim Ummah… Chao and Peace :)

31st December, 2009

It’s 10:15 AM Thursday, last day of the year 2009….Finally 2009 ended with all its rise and shines and we are hoping for 2010 to be the promising year regarding prosperity, happiness and bloom for entire world and Ummat e Muslima…. Also, for my beloved motherland Pakistan….Tomorrow the day will arise with new hope and shine…new Dawn and new day…Allah may bless all….
Chao and Peace :)

1st January, 2010

New Year, New Month and Friday, its 10:30 AM…..
yes 2010 began while 2009 is history…. What’s left and what’s gone…What did we find and what did we lose?….. Where sis we reach and Where we couldn’t make it?…..
As being living with present, my moto is always to live in present, never regret on past but only learn, never look back and never plan future…. what you have is your present moment, you never know when will you stop living and present become past but even that time you wont be able to live in future…. :)
Many came and gone…lost most of the things and if I sigh back against my nature…i lost more than i got in 2009… lost my life’s dreams, lost my life’s wishes, lost my life’s plans, lost my Father, lost my thinking, lost my stability, lost myself…. and achieved ME, a complete weird ME that’s how all think, that’s how all say, that’s how all believe….and found My Lord “Allah”…as Hadrat Ali said: “Mene apne rab ko apne iradon k tootney se pehchana”..so did I …. :)
When I lost all years of my age, I found “Allah”… Bura soda to nahi kia na… :)
otherwise I would have greatest regrets at the time of death that I couldn’t find Allah in my whole life… and I hate regrets…that’s why I never regret…What’s done is done and I believe there would be wisdom of Allah in everything whatever happens to us… :)
I am living in present moment when i am writing My Dairy and it’s 10:42 AM Friday…. :)
I don’t wanna look back, neither in future…. :)
Chao and Peace and Smiles and HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

4th January, 2010

I am not remained punctual to update my diary or i am not getting though… :P
As usual its 11:40 AM and I am at my desk…playing office office and here is my co worker coming…giving me claim to apply…
Ahh so i have to go now..
Chao cheers :)

11th January, 2010

It’s 11:15 AM, me and my office desk…it seems I never left school but the only thing changed are timing…8:00 AM to 7:00 PM… I don’t even remember how long its passed that i didn’t see the rising dawn and evening sun but only night… :)
That’s how life is…don’t know why am i doing analyzing my life today and I am amazed how steadily i have been changed…I am totally new…there is a noticeable difference in todays me and even 3 years back I… I am changed… not only habbits but personality…thinking…nature… values… likes dislikes…everything… :)
don’t know how long will I live and How much will I change… :)

13th January, 2010

Though i haven’t been as punctual to write my diary as I was but still I feel aloof without it… :P
Today it’s wednesday 9:49 AM..me and my office and mood is good cause i m wearing green and pink…hehee..both my favorite :P
Day start as usual office work…kaam kaam and kaam…but i felt to update my status first… :P
Nothing special is going on…just i am back to my mood… that’s what I am.. ME :D

15th January, 2010

Its Friday 10:03 AM…just another day..usual start…office, work and stuff…. :)
it’s been long that i didn’t write that i was out to dine somewhere or had a holiday…. :S
how machine life we are having….we are totally tranferring into ROBOTS…
I studies AI (Artificial Intelligence) and today i think the era of NGN is very near or its just happening… :)
Whatever…life moves on….
Cheers and Peace :)

18th January, 2010

Whats so special…nothing infact…. same ME and My Office..cutuuu…heheheee….
generator needs to be off and Sweat light is back…haaaa Load shedding so I need to turn off system… :S
isnt it better to invent the system which runs with solar energy rather electrical..i think i should consult scientists or ENGINEERS…hehheee..
Chao… :)

26th January, 2010

How Fastly time changing and figures shuffling on Calender… :S
just to update my blog little but has nothing to write so writing or filling the page of My Dairy….
It seems ages i have stopped writing or there is nothing left in my Peanut head… :D
Better to reborn…hhhehehehehee…..
Anyway…Work and work and work….Huhhhhh…. I am Alive “Celine” :)
Chao..Peace :)

31st January, 2010

I have nothing to update, just to leave few lines cause its last day of Jan… its 6:37PM and I am nowhere…
My mind is not thinking about anything, just headache and only Dua in mind which I am repeating since days ..whether its nite or day, Its in my heart…
Allah now I want Miracle…. now I am tired…. Now I have nothing left to wish for…Its my last Dua… Please grant me… Please !

1st February, 2010

Today I don’t need any hope nor I require anyone to console me, I don’t wanna listen to any human, I don’t wanna see anyone, don’t wanna listen the words from any human…. After 28 years of my life, today I am thinking about just my ownself, first time ever in my life i am thinking about myself; only myself. Today I am thinking about my own happiness, just my own…. first time ever in my life I desperatly wish from deep inside my heart that Allah may fulfill my wish for me… Now I don’t wanna see anyone..I don’t wanna think about any other….
yes i am not an angel, i am ordinary human, i am neither Walli nor Prophet… i am very ordinary human…. today i wanna map tears from my own eyes, today I want Allah to map tears from my eyes… Today I want Allah to do Miracle for me; very ordinary helpless human…ME…!
I am just looking up to the sky; Are you listening Allah? Today after 28 years first time ever in my Life I just wanna listen to you; your Qudrat, your Miracle…. I wanna see how you fill the empty hands with their Dua… Today I want my empty hands to fill with my Dua… Please Allah…. I am just and only looking up to you.

11th February, 2010

its 9:48 AM Thursday, i thought to update my diary and spread the blunt words of my pool in a row to make myself less burdened or one can say i am going to change my state of thought…..
whatever it is but state of mind never remains the same, yes i am going to compromise again by pushing my all fears back and stand still to accept whatever is bringing to me by Allah the most merciful.
Its my faith that i am never alone and he is always there to guard me and to make me stronger to face this selfish world; when no one is there, Allah pak is there, when everyone is there, Allah is still there….
:)
I should refresh my mind to write something, though i am losing the tendency to absorb incidents but still LIFE HAS TO MOVE ON.. :)

22nd February, 2010

Its 4:39 PM, fhewww such a busy day, couldn’t login to check my mails even… :P
its hectic n getting tough day by day… :S
nothing special happened, though it was just another day but yes i learnt few lessons too… or i mademyself strong enough to absorb what Allah is bringing in my way of life… had good chat of 5 min with collegue and that how day is going on…still have few tasks to complete… :)
till than .. Chao :)

25th February, 2010

Its 10:50 AM, my office and my desk and my PC….. my life revolves around :)
well don’t know ehy am i feeling to write fiction these days, plots just appear and before they vanish i try to bring them in black and white, though i am not good in writing fiction but still i feel i couldn’t stop writing what comes from inside… :)
Normal day; its raining outside since morning; ages i didn’t enjoy rain, how do i, i am stuck in a stupid office room from dawn till dusk :S
anyway; its life not a fairy land, neither i am princess nor …. :)
let it spend, one other day…have to work now…see ya, chao :)

26th February 2010

Its 11:27 AM Friday and Eid Milad Un Nabi SWS….. Please Please Please Allah show your mercy upon me and my family and my relatives and my friends and Ummat e Muhammad SWS as you showed mercy upon Ummah of Hadrat Ibrahim A.S…..
I pray to Allah pak to shower his countless blessings upon all of us, entire Ummat e Muhammad SWS…Ameen Sum.Ameen… :)
Allah please bring happiness in my life, please shower your blessings upon me, Please do khair and behtari and Fazal for me… Please grant me my happiness with all your behtari and Rehm and Karam….Ameen Sum.Ameen… :)

27th February, 2010

its 9:49AM, Saturday, 12th Rabiul awa….my off but i have to make SLA report and also i m trying to download Twilight saga by UTorrent… :P
let see… :)

2nd March, 2010

it’s 10:54 AM Tuesday, Me and my office desk as usual :P
i am feeling good without any reason, it’s cause i had good dream last night :)
Another fiction i wrote today, Don’t know why am i going into writing fiction :P though i had never been good into writing but ideas are just jumping into my mind. :D
yea and today it was my collegue birthday so we all had Cake, Choco cake yummy :P
and sad incident is, my collegue lost his Laptop and Car registration original Docs yesterday evening; he is really really upset today, went court and police station. I wish all may get alright with him, he is stucked in worries twister nowadays… :(
updated my blog and Diary… nothing much to do today.. :)
submitted all reports yesterday so little free :P
Peace and Sukun dot com :D

3rd March, 2010

its 10:33 AM Wednesday and i am still waiting for my February Salary, Stupid HR didn’t transfer it till date, neither my Salary slip is uploaded on site…Gosh, why don’t they fix the problem of my database at their site? :@
i am totally out of cash. just have 500 in pocket, oopss in Wallet… yea but thank God Cell balance is 2K, never mind for the rest of the month. :P
i hope they might transfer salary today, Hope hope hope…. :)

 

4th March, 2010

Its 9:36 AM thursday, Me and my office, day started so before i get busy in day to day stuff, thought to update My Diay….

it seems weird but nowadays i am having weird dreams…about my school college university job friends..collegues  :S

i am amazed why am i having all in dreams though i dont think about them a bit but its for the first time ever…  :P

they might all trying to contact me …hehheee…  :D

nothing wrong, so chill… here is my cup of green tea so i should better enjoy it…  :)

Sayonara  :)

5th March, 2010

I recieved new job call yesterday evening, not call but friend informed me about that its done but my heart wasn’t happy…even my friend called me at night but i didnt pick up her call  :(

she called me today to inform me but i couldn’t say single word, don’t know why am i not happy… may be its not thing i really want from inside….

i just know that I AM NOT HAPPY…  :(

I wanted something else may be…. don’t know but i am just thinking that Some Miracle may happen…. Miracle for me…  Please please Allah please…do some Miracle for me  ………

9th March, 2010

its 12:11 PM Tuesday…Me and my office desk but its my last week here…today i duly put my resignation at __________ …From Monday 15th March, 2010 i have to join my new job… But don’t why i am not happy… i am really really feeling dishearted  :(

Its not like i am unthankful to Allah…i always always thank him for everything..and ofcource i am fortunate to get job in current critical situationof PAK when graduates are roaming for jobs but nothing to cry upon…  But i spent almost 3 and half years in this organization and it was beautiful time….  They all are so sweet and nice people… they are sad too and want me to stay but i feel now my bread butter is over at this place… :S

Life has to move on……. though now i have become really tired of everything… Everything seems blurred and i am just moving on with what life is bringing to me, I learnt alot alot here and found so many nice friends, collegues and memories…. but i personally dont like memories…they hurt whether good or bad…

Another chapter of my life is going to be closed..now have to again start from the scratch…. once again have to start new effort with totally strange people…. Life is getting difficult day by day….

once i heard that whatever is brought to us cause of our own deeds but i could never find out the reason of what life is bringing to me… Allah may give me strength and patience… Ameen…Also i want Allah to shower his blessings upon me and fulfill my heartly desires…Ameen…Sum Ameen…  :)

24th March, 2010

Its been long i couldnt update my blog and My Diary…..  Now change, my job changed, joined new one on 16th and somehow its good…change is always good but i am little bechain rooh so always want change but good one  :P

away from my blogger friends and missing them all….specially TWITTER chat…hehheee…it was total fun  :D

but those postiz are also off from my blog…let me take the class of all of them  :P

LOLZ….Chao…to take class of them….heheheee

31st March, 2010

last day of march so thought to update diary….  :P

nothing special..hardly getting time to update blog and missing Twitter badly  …  :P and all posti friends… though they have become scared of me now..daily marking attendance   ;) though few are still missing but no worries..their punishment is there to give me treat …hehehheee

thinking to take out time to write some new post…let see when would i be able…till then….TATA MARCH 2010….   :D

3rd  April, 2010

Didnt get the time to update my diary on 1st April…so here i am on 3rd   :P

Nothing special is going on but just job and peak days of work so…work work and work….  Sometime i feel, we are becoming machines  and nothing else…. day night are same….work work and work…….  :)

Fhewww….what else can we do…. when get time to relax once in a blue moon…..media has only politicians and politics to entertain…Aggghhhhhhhhhh…….  :@

Time is Flying……….   :)

16th April, 2010

its 6:13 PM and Friday…really tired after hectic routine and days are getting busy and busy day by day….   :P

not getting enough time for myself even…my blog is suffering   :(

but today i am happy cause finally i got the time to update…   :)

see you all….Chao  :)

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11th May, 2010

I feel I have just forgotten to write anything…   :P

Its been so many days i couldn’t write single word and i feel i am forgetting to write even single word except my job draftings…  :P

Missing my blog, missing Twitter and Bloggers twitters ..  :)

hey guys, i remember u but the only thing is I am drowning under the files of my office table   :D

BMK, Aadil, Ayesha, Haris, Mishaal, Haris, Yasser, Huda and so many others….   :)  

I am sure you guys are enjoying T20 Cricket kahani and doing SHUKAR that i am not there to interupt ur commentries…   LOLZ   :D

time to go to office..

CU..Chao   :)

Keep Smiling Always and Ever…Dedicated to all my Bloggers  …   :)

19th May, 2010

It was another day with usual routine…  :) special thing is had one hour telephonic conversation with my new job colleague, unseen and unknown… but i must say he is the most cooperative person, though my senior but very humble. I found that I met some nice people at my new job  :)

20th May, 2010

It’s 7:03PM Friday and I am soooooooooo much tired  :( feeling like sleeping but can’t cause sooner WAPDA is going to apply his hitler action…  yes none other than LOADSHEDDING   :P

Life is as it is… job is more and more hectic but yes sort of fun too.. I and my colleague laugh alot the whole day…  Pranks and laugher bundles on silly things….hehheeeee…   :D

I should post it now or it will turn off without submission  :P

CHAO and PEACE  :)

12th June, 2010

It’s 6:34PM Saturday….not a good day…my eyes full of tears since morning…. I hate everything and everyone… I hate this World simply.. :(

15th June, 2010

it’s 7:19 PM tuesday and I am back from office, oh not directly from office but went with my friend to shopping where i met my cousin and cousin’s wife and their paley paley lovely kids :D
it was a good day as a whole…. had chit chat with my 2 colleague + Friend and it was wonderful talking to them :)
another day ended…. that’s how life moves on… :)
once a very good friend of mine said… “To kia howa agar zindagi boht achi nahi to boht buri bhi to nahi na larki” …very true… :)
and yes today I wore bangles and after long long time upon insisting by one very nice friend of mine… “you should look like a girl, wear bangles and mehndi” though didn’t wear mehndi but yes bangles… and I found I don’t have bangles … :P but found 9 silver bangles in a box so wore them…. felt myself GIRLY… hehheeeee :D

26th June, 2010

It’s Saturday off 11:09AM ….it’s been long that i have not updated my diary. There were days when i was addicted of writing Diary…Ahh i feel i am getting out of time… :P
End of june, time is flying with the speed of light…. or it’s like a data on Fiber optic cable… :P
Anyhow…it has to move on.. on 23rd june, it was my friend’s birthday but i forgot to wish her… :P and she text me at 9:00 Pm…o larki wish me, aj mera birthday hai…heheheee….so sweet friend…. :D
then had one hour chit chat with friend after longggggg….was a good day on the whole….what am i going to do today….don’t know…it’s too much hot outside and i can’t even think to go out though i have lot of things to do but…Aghhhh Extreme Summer and sun at it’s peak….. :(
Let m think what I have to do….
till next..chao…. :)

11th July, 2010

its 12:32 PM Sunday and extreme hot day… i am extremely sweatning and feeling like Diesel is sticked on my face… its so sticky :(
just another weekend went by….pressed 4 of my dresses for office….hats off to Load shedding… :S
have to go to on job tomorrow and yes my training is scheduled on 14th as well….god summer, extreme hot and training…. yikeesssss….. :P
No good twist and turns but just a smooth steep road i am moving on…its just like that its someone others concern not mine…come on…its my life…but who cares and i have become DONT CARE too…. :)
what if i would have everything i want or what if i wont have single thing i want…. does it make any difference….???
Life is like that…..slate….
anyhow….keep travelling….donno when will it stop moving…. :p

Cheers and Chao

15th July, 2010

It’s 7:49PM Thursday and I am home…. I found new little friend…very cute sweet lovely….. Pali c Billi jaisi… :)
she is such a sweet and innocent soul… I am amazed what is she doing on Earth…She should be in KOHKAAF… :D Little girl with naughty nature…naughty but innocent….I pray to Allah that I could add even least Pleasure in her life that she could smile from inside…TRUE SMILE deep inside from Heart… :)
it’s really hot day…extreme hot and extreme load shedding…. fhewwww O_0
where are my other friends….. :( BMK, Aadill, Ayesha, Dua, Alhamdolillah….. hey guys where are you???? I am missing talking to you all…. :( its been long you didn’t comment on my blog… :( I AM NARAZ….

Chao….

7th August, 2010

its 7:03 PM Saturday…and i am updating my diary after long …. its raining out there and my province is badly hit by flood…. :(
i am afraid for poor victims who are actually suffering and lost their families and home, sitting under the open sky with their kids…..looking for the mercy of Allah….

Oh Allah please help them, please they are appealing for your REHM….look at their misseries and show your mercy upon them…..Please Please……Ramadan is ahead…..Month of Blessings and forgiveness….Please forgive us for everything……Please forgive Ummat e Muhammad SWS…..Please Allah mian.. you are Sami Ul Aleem…..Please listen to our prayers…..

14th August, 2010
its 1:51 PM, Saturday and ofcource Jashan e Azadi…..independence day of Pakistan. Also, its my best friend’s birthday…… :)

Happy birthday sweatheart……though i have not wished her till now…dont know why but still…… Happy birthday my best best buddy and I wish that Allah may bring something very very special to you in this year…..something very extraordinary….the biggest joy of your life…….. :)

i am so much happy for her……..but i am so much down as well………….

Words hurt, emotions hurt……relations hurt………..and i am afrais why relations have become so cruel, Money matters and HUMAN??? Doesn’t life matter, doesn’t happiness matter, doesn’t human matter……Why everything is money…….Why we are blindly running after……..Even blood relations change besides MONEY….. :(
Allah; i am sure you are watching…… I left everything on you, Please help us….!

21st August, 2010

its 6:31PM Saturday, My off…and i bought Samsung S5233 today cause my Nokia N70 is giving me tough time….Fheww…Can’t recieve or make calls….so finally bought new….Kharcha… :S
Watch out the time, now we cant think to move without gadgets…. :) and there was time when we could hardly find phone at anyone’s place…
How fast the life is moving on…. where was I and where am I…sometime I feel that I transitted from Zero’th Century to the 21st…. :P
Ramadan is Alhamdolillah going good and its 10th Ramadan today….It will be 11th Ramadan tomorrow, the day of my greater loss…. :( Time flew with the speed of light and one year passed…. Hey Abbu! I Miss you…. Wherever you are, I want you to stay in peace and happy Wappy…. :)

I just want to say now there is none to listen to ME…. my nonsense talk and none to whom i could fight…. You know I have stopped fighting with everyone…. I have stopped talking….. But don’t mind I talk to Maa so she may not feel lonely…. :) Your Wife Miss you Abbu :D

Peace…Chao

22nd August, 2010

Happy Death Anniversary Abbu….You would be happy in Janna’h…Hain na… :) and I am sure you would be enjoying everything you didn’t have with us…. :)
Do you Still remember me….???? I am your elder daughter.. but you are still there with me…..
You know i have been living with Illusion since one year….everytime when i wake up…use to go to office….come back home….having dinner…watching TV….everything….. :)
But You left so early….I couldn’t say everything I wanted to….. it’s again Ramadan….11th Ramadan….one year passed Abbu….but I couldn’t move ahead ….but ofcource I moved ahead…. ..
I am gonna cook your favorite things….Do you recieve all of them, Maa send you on every Thursday….She never misses any…. do you like them….
I am still there Abbu….I wish I could say, COME BACK……!
But I Don’t miss you…..
But take care….wherever you are…..I Love you Abbu…. but I don’t love you cause you left us….
Stay happy always and ever….Allah mian do keep him happy and in peace….

:)

Chao…..

29th August, 2010

it’s sunday, 3rd day I am suffering from fever and flu….it started coughing too…Sniff Sniff….. I am really pissed…. :(
Can’t take leave from job, my hectic days have started, Month end and Month Start…..Fheww….How will I manage the whole tiring work at office…… Yikess…I am so down and not feeling to write anything….

I hate to be BEEMAAR …Aghhhhh :(

Allah mian Please make me well soon…..Please Please…..

7th September, 2010

Its 9:07PM Tuesday….it was 27th Ramadan….. I am hell tired and caught by Fly fever coughing and what not…. :P
Why am i becomming so SILENT… i don’t feel like saying anything….. Why I don’t feel things anymore or I don’t want to… i am getting weird…..It seems like I am tired of ignoring everything…. :P
Tey fir sanu ki….. :D
Jany do…. :D
Peace…Chao…. :D

8th September, 2010

it’s Wednesday 7:46 PM, 28th Ramadan….Ramadan is leaving us now….Don’t know will i be there next year or not so I ask Allah from deep inside my heart to forgive me before Ramadan left…. :)

Please Please Please Allah mian…….Forgive me for everything….Pleaseeeeeeeeeee :P

I don’t promise that I wont repeat the same mistakes but I promise I will try my best to not repeat….I am just an ordinary human, more than ordinary and you are Rahim O Karim so Please fogive my all mistakes, my all Kabira and Saghira Sins….. Please…..you are listening na Allah mian….. Please forgive me…. :)

Eid is ahead and I am trying to plan, how will I spend…. :S
my 3rd Eid without Abbu…. hey Abbu, you are seeing na…..oh i forgot to say Happy Ramadan Abbu though its almost late but still stay happy …. :P
and Please ask Allah mian to forgive your daughter….. will you??? :)
Say yes say yes…..Please na Abbu….ye to maan jao….Please…. Yayyyyyyy!…..thanks Abbu….. :D

See you all, Chao…… :D

19th September, 2010

its 9:51 PM Sunday……weekend ended and have to go on job tomorrow again……my Day mare….Aghhh… I must say its the most toughest job i am doing right now……colleagues are more than enough to give me tough time……

Diplomacy, Dirty Politics, leg pulling, racism……and what not…….and i hate to be part of any…… :S

Allah mian please help me….kithey phans gayee me……. :P

Chao :)

28th September, 2010

I am tired, honestly I am tired. I am tired of laughing, I am tired of Smiling, I am tired of ignoring, I am tired of making fun of myself and laugh, ……. I was never like that but now I am tired of what I am not….. but i can never behave as i am except my blogging world……..This is what i am actually or i am also just portraying, decieving myself…… Am I? I have actually forgot the way I was…..Yes I have forgot….

30th September, 2010

it’s 7:06PM Thursday and month end…… I am sad, i never like people leave, i never meat the people who are leaving, i never say good bye, today i won SPOT AWARD and called my Boss who is no more my head cause i am transferred to another department but i called him to say THANKS, the overall conversation was good but I got gloomy…… I am no more in his department and no more reporting to him, i wont call him anymore, wont be in contact with him anymore……but I must say he was NICE boss…. i was comfortable working with the entire department but now I would have to work in another department and once again have to take new start, once again have to move ahead with new department……… :(
Why it always happens with me, Why it happens…..when once i get used to with people and environment, i have to stop and change the way…..it’s like moving without fellows on new road and new people…… :(
It always happens with me…………WHY?????
Why do i always have to take new start????????????
:( :( :(

4th October, 2010

It’s 8:08PM Monday and i am just back home from job….. :S
If i start counting hours which I use to spend on job, they would definatly be atleast twice than I suppose to spend at home…… :P
Fheww …..it was surely a tiring day and odd too…… In the morning I supposed to wait for the taxi for atleast half an hour and in the evening or I should say at night, I and my colleague used to walk for almost half an hour but didn’t find any taxi …… O_0
Thanks to her brother in law who came to pick up us on her just one call and he was so nice that he dropped me at home otherwise I would have definatly started crying if I would be alone….. :P
Though I am just like guys as per my Sweatheart Maa but when it gets dark….it’s a limit for me to behave as a guy….. :P ….afterwards I am obviously a girl……. :D ;)
Even after spending whole big day in office couldn’t finish up my task…… :( first time that I couldn’t made it…….. Ahhhhh…..new department and incomplete task…….Such a slow motioned political diplomatic department I have been transferred to …….. :@ ………
But as per a very good Head of mine who is no more heading me but still in touch with….Now you are on GT Road cause you have crossed Motorway smoothly……..hahahaaa……. :D I couldn’t stop laughing…… He was right………Life is very cruel and it’s never easy to have anything in plate…….I would have to struggle for….but sometime I feel, there is more than struggle written in my fate….. :( WHY??? But I am never in a postion to complain Allah mian for that……I couldn’t find any good deed in my stock when I look back on my passed lifwe……….Allah mian forgive me for everything……Please Please Please…………
Life ………… or continous lesson…..??? We never know……

Peace and Chao……. :)

5th October, 2010

It’s 10:23 PM Tuesday……. was hectic day…….I lost my temper today…. :( so bad I am ….. so much i try to not lose my temper but Ahhh people forcefully try to make others behave odd…….
Any how…….. I am doing Reconcilliation……got tired so thought to update my diary……
Abu you know what I am missing you………We sold our house and we will leave it within 2 months…..Memories….I never like to recall them but don’t know why my mind is stucked at one point and crowd of memories is hitting me……….
I know I will lose my memory one day but till that time I want to use my brain as much as I could but sometime I get blank and can’t get anything…..though it’s frustating and I really get irritated…….My brain cells are getting weaken day by day……….
“Wo Kaghaz ki Kashti, Wo barish ka pani” ….. I am listening, jagjit sang beautifully…… :)
Tey hor ki, Gallan ich lag gayee, kam kon karey ga kureye….chal Reconcilliation da kam kar……. :P
Ok buddies…….Take care mere Khargosho….. :D
CU….Chao…….Sayonara……. :D

It’s 11:00 PM and I am again on Diary……. :P
Reconcilliation… headache…..my brain has stopped working now……..Severe cough and feeling temperature……. Severe pain in back………..I am work alcholic or mad…. :P ;)
Hey come on girl, you need to take rest now……. :D LOLZ……… I am feeling sleepy but I don’t wanna sleep, want to finish work but Agghhhhh COUGH…….I am sick of it now………I hate to be BEEMAR…… :(

Clock ticked 11:01PM……. :D and i am still up……….Kuriye don’t waste time….chal kam kar….. Fhewww……Chalo Postizzzzzz,….. you all take rest and me kuch kaam kar loon……… :P

Allah mian please ye cough theek kar do warna ab sab mujhey TB k doctor k pas le jayain ge……..by the way I am feeling to have ICE CREAM……. :P kal khaoon gee Pakka………USMANIA……. ;)

Chocolate khatey hain…..Yummy……..Freezer mein pari hain……kon c kahoon……. :P but pimples…. O_0…..

It’s 11:25PM now….having honey to get rid of COUGH….. O_0 NO CHOCOLATE….or it would get more severe…… :(
I should better try to sleep now……RECONCILLIATION…… :P

TATA……… :D

7th October, 2010

It’s 7:35AM Thursday, I am getting ready for job and glass of milk…… :P
Ops I may not forget, today is the Birthday of one of my boss……Will wish him…… Happy Birthday Sir….. :D
But one thing is I can’t ask him for cake as I used to do with my previous job colleagues…..It was Abdullah’s birthday on 3rd and he promised to give me cake when he would be back from Sargodha….One of the greatest colleague of previous job…… :P
Maa is getting angry so gotta go…..
Bhado Bhado……byeebyee……TATA…..Sayonara…… :D

8th October, 2010

It’s 7:45AM Friday…….
I am thinking to resign today………I can’t fulfill GM’s Farmaishain……..When job time is over it means time to go home but as per their Slogans, we are going on visits so wait till we back then we wil discuss the rest of the work…..Aghhh…..”Me tumhari nokar lagi hoon yahan” :@
Waited till 6:30PM …. O_0 so just put paper on his desk, took my bag and on way to home…. TO HELL WITH ……….. :@
Everyone is Selfish and Everyone throw stones in a way to block you but you know what………I Believe, Allah mian is the greatest RAZIK of everyone………..I just ask Allah to bring Behtar Wasila for me and protect me from all the Evils……..I am illitrate, have no wisdom………just ordinary human, “Me Kya Meri Aukaat Kya”…..but I never do dishonesty with my work…….nor with anyone……….I just do my work with full honesty and leave the rest on Allah….so am i doing right now……….Allah pak will decide my way and i will move on……..just pray to him for Khair and Behtari………”Ya Raziko, YA Maliko”
:)

It’s 7:29PM and I am back home………it’s been whole day but I am unable to stop tears rolling own through my eyes………
It’s been whole day and I am thinking where was I wrong, what did i do wrong? I don’t know my mistake other than I asked GM to sign the certificate……..Why did call created monopoly against me?
How can one say infront of my eyes that I abused the organization and GM scolded me for all that…….he didn’t care of my words and tears, else he scolded me for tears……..he warned me…….first time ever in my LIFE….someone warned me………but for what? I don’t know, I really don’t understand……..
I only know and I have only witness “ALLAH PAK” that i did my whole through out my tenure with complete honesty……….then where was I wrong?
WARNING….. i am giving you last warning, next time if it would happen, it will not be good for you…..
What did I do??? I cried, that was my mistake…..I opened my mouth to say that please listen to my words, that was my mistake…… I took the responsibility of my tasks, that was my mistake……..i didn’t care of day and night and complete my tasks, that was my mistake………..i tried to cooperate with all, that was my mistake…………i just asked him that i can’t stay after job hours cause it gets late, that was my mistake……

I don’t know my work, I never did it with care, I always suppose to forward wrong and incomplete info………I don’t listen to others…….I don’t have manners……….I don’t have professional skills……….

yes he was right, I don’t know anything………I could never understand this world……..I could never understand humans………..I could never be a part of them……………I don’t know to use others for own benefits……

YES I AM NOT ONE OF THEM……..I am an Alien who is mistakenly surviving in this world…….

It’2 11:00PM and i am feeling sleepy but couldn’t sleep……..it’s sort of insomnia…..the entire day scene is revolving around me………
“Aj mene ye bhi seekh lia DIL se ansoo kaise nikaltey hain” :(

Allah pak, all whatever happened to me was right cause I did mistake…..I trusted people……it was my fault that I thought if I will do my work with honesty, no body will pull my leg……but I was wrong, how could I expect anything from any…..how could I forget that this is WORLD……….how did I forget that “HUMAN IS THE MOST CRUEL CREATURE ON EARTH, MORE THAN EVEN ANIMALS. ONE CAN TRUST ANIMALS BUT NEVER A HUMAN”

I forgot my lessons so life taught me once again…………Will I ever forget???

I am going to become SILENT forever…….My final verdict…..

Good night….. :)

9th October, 2010

Nothing is making me Smile today…..I am agreed to Aadill “Mausum to dil k andar hota hai” ……..and it’s all dark inside…..
I forgive everyone but it’s difficult to forget…….
Allah made me helpless to the extent that people say I should be thankful to them for having JOB….so now they are deciding who is RAZIK…….but I told him very straight without any fear that…..Neither I am thankful to you, nor organization for giving me JOB…..I am only thankful to Allah pak cause he wrote my bread and butter here……..and I will move where he would have decided best for me…..”YA Sami ul Alim, YA Raziko Ya Maliko”

11th October, 2010

It’s 7:45AM Monday, My best friend is leaving for Hajj today with her family….Allah pak may grant all her wishes…..Ameen……. :)
“Kya hai insaan aur kya hai us ki aukat, kya sochta hai aur kya hota hai, aj k din k bad wo kahan khara hoga, ye soch ki had se boht ooper hai, phr bhi har sheh ko apney tabey banana chahta hai aur khud nahi janta k wo kis ktabey hai……ALLAH”
One more lesson life taught me, I am going to take decision today and just leaving everything on ALLAH…..
Sorry Sir, but I am unable to do what u said, I couldn’t….though you are very nice and i respect you more than everything but the way is not mine………SORRY SIR (My previous head)……. It would be great if I could tell u one day, look sir I am standing at the point u asked me that u want me to c on one day but LIFE is so cruel and u were right…….
Allah mian, Please help me out through every thick and thin and I am going to take decision by resting everything on u……..I have no friend but only YOU…….
I lost my trust on HUMAN forever…….I am afraid I couln’t trust any in life ahead…….but I trust blindly on ALLAH….. :)
CU…..Chao :)
It’s 8:33PM…….all say tum nashukri ker rahi ho but mujhey lagta hai kisi ne mujhey qaid ker dia hai………… I am tied…..I can’t fly, why do people always get irritated of me without any reason……..i always feel that I am very simple and straight sort of who never creates problem for any then why do people create problem for me…..???
But now somehow I feel that there is a problem with myself…….i feel i am mistaken, i feel all are right and i am wrong…….. Why I can’t leave this world, I don’t want to live with any human…… “MUJHEY INSANO SE WEHSHAT HONEY LAGI HAI”
I am scared of humans, mujhey dar lagta hai insano se……… I feel restless among humans…… Please Allah mian, me thak gayee hoon, I am tired…..such mein, you are listening na……promise I am tired now….Please Allah Pak help me, Please……..!

15th October, 2010

It’s 5:47PM Friday…..I had an interview today and got job……I Am happy to have new but I am saddy too, cause I would have to leave few very nice people in the current job…. I will miss them :( :( :(
My previous head and department…..I will Miss you all so much……. :( Specially specially my softwre developer…….Sir, thank you so much for each and every help and each and every favor you did to me…… I will never forget so……Allah may raise you to high ranks and your life may shine forever……Allah may grant you each and every wish of yours and you may be blessed to enjoy every happiness with your kids and MRs…… Ameen….. :)

and yes he asked me for teh Birthday cake, so Sir whenever I will come to Lahore, will bring yummy cake for you…….it’s due on me….. :)
Maghrib namaz time……

CU….. :)

16th October, 2010

It’s 5:53PM Saturday….. IT was a long day and I did so many mistakes today……

first I forgot my wallet on cloth store and then………FHEWW …..Long story , I and my sister took the round of Saddar MArket twice……each and every shop……but yes I didn’t forget to recite Darood e PAk SWS……It had my Cell phone, ATM Cards, ID Card……and thanks to Allah pak…on the last shop in he last visit when I was about to cry, I found it……It was surely a miracle. otherwise if you ahve lost something in Crowdy Saddar Market, you can’t even imagine to get it back…….. Allah mian helped me so much……. :)
Thank you sooooooooo much Allah pak…….! :)

At home I had a fight with my sister, then when i was making Tea, Tea pack fell on the floor…..FHEWWWW….. :P

and yes in the market I Was hit so badly on left foot……..Ouch…… it is still aching….. :P

and now Maa is asking me to clean my Computer system, Microwave, Oven ….DVDs….Novels ….books to pack….we have to shift……FHEWWW……….

Abu, do you know, it’s been ages I didn’t watch English movie, it’s been ages I didn’t sit in front of TV….I am so out of things these days……I Miss you Abu…..Where are you?
I don’t feel talking to any, I am so quiet inside……..

I am laughing and smiling, chit chat, Laugh out loud but……..Hey Abu, do you know, I got another job….. :) you would be happy, aren’t you….???? :)

“I want you to be brave and face the world boldly, that’s why I gave you liberty and freedom so you could stand the world, Don’t be scared”……. ou said so Abu, but still I am unable to face the world, I can’t stand them, I Am odd one out……..but I am sure, you are asking Allah pak to help me out in each and every phase of Life and never leave me alone…. isn’t it Abu…??? :)

Maghrib time….

Sayonara…….Chao :)

17th October, 2010

Maa says, me behis ho gayee hoon….Am I …??? Really???
Why don’t i feel anything, Why don’t I put an ear on anything? Maa says, you don’t take interest in home and family things…..she says, you have become silent, don’t listen to me, don’t talk to me…..you don’t have time to discuss things with me……I wait for you whole long day but when you are at home, you are quiet….. you have no interest in family and family matters……
She was scolding me today……..
I wasn’t like that…..I was so much full of life……laughing and cracking jokes all the time…….had high ambitions, dreams, wanted to change the world……..wanted to spend useful life……I never liked killing time…..have I really changed???
Am I getting dead from inside? Why???
I have no more dreams, no more liking, no more ambitions…….. WHY???

Thinking……..!

chao…. :)

October 19th, 2010

It’s 7:40AM Tuesday……. I duly put resign yesterday and final discussion with VP and GM……… I am speechless completely what they said and what they assumed about me…….How can human be so cruel……How can they use such killing words…….

“Insaan fironiat k dor se guzarney k kai saal baad aj phir firon ki kursi per baitha hai aur ye samajhta hai dunya us k isharon aur us k qadmon ki chaap k sath chalti aur rukti hai……… Kya phir Moosa ki amad ka imkaan hai ya insaan tamam imkanaat ko bala e taq rakh ker us kashti mein sawar ho chuka hai jis ko azab e ilahi se ab Mosa bhi nahi bacha sakta”

I have to rush for office, have to work till friday…….I would have to leave my 3 months salary but Koi gal nayee,……Waddey waddey shehraan ich nikiaan nikiaan gallan hondian rehndian ney….. :D
I want to wind up my tasks and if they could arrange my replacement so I will guide him about work……TILL FRIDAY…..

Gotta go now……hey my posti friends….wake up…..Aaddill, BMK, Ayesha, Dua……… Wasif, Awais, Goofy, Rida, Salman, Anum, Ali………… SUBAH HO GAYEE HAI MAMOO……. :D

tata….take care………C ya :D

22nd October, 2010

It’s 10:07PM Friday and my last working day on job, yes I duly put my resignation with immediate effect but by the time I forwarded mail of Allah Hafiz to my previous department colleagues, something really hurt inside and by the time I was meeting all office people, something was painful. Yes, to say Good bye is always Painful for me. I never say Goodbye to any, whether I am leaving or someone else. Its always been a hard matter for me to LEAVE someone.
I will MISS you all…… :( Honestly.
I am Missing you all……. :(

10th November, 2010

It’s been ages I couldn’t touch wordpress….. fheww I am so busy nowadays but hey where are all of my friends…… yuuuuhuuuuuuu…… Aadil, Ayesha, BMK, Salman, Haris, Wasif, Goofy, Rida, Anum, Dua….. :)
I am very busy and over burdened….Soney pe suhaga….don’t have DSL facility… :P right now trying to update diary using Dial up….. :P
take care all of you….. will catch you all Inshallah…agar zindagi rahi to….. :)
Sayonara…… :D

19th December, 2010

so finally december is going to end….. 2010 is going to end and i can say with assurance that 2010 flew with the wind. It’s evening and sunday and i have to go on job tomorrow. I think it’s been long long time ago, I updated my diary and today here I am with so many words in my brain but don’t know why i am not feeling to write anything.
whenever I try to get away from past, somewhere something happens which takes me back; hey don’t pull me back.
i updated my FB profile today, added 2 new friends. and it’s magrib adhan so I have to rush.
Evening ahead and birds are flying back to their home, another day surrendered its existence and sun went back to its nest. Moon will soon appear to give life to another night………. and I am returning back to my inside Actual ME. Flash back.

Chao guys…… TC :)

31st December, 2010
All what I have to say is STORY ENDED…….
Everything has an end, no matter today or tomorrow but everything must come to an end at any cost…… so…. it’s END eventually…. :)
Chao, Sayonara, Bbye, Allah Hafiz, Tata 2010 :)
you took so much from me but yes taught me enough lessons…. :)
TC my posti buddies…will CU inshallah next year….. Yawnnnsssss……Sleepoo time….
TATA…. :)

2nd January, 2011

Here I am in new year… :)
It’s 4:27PM Sunday and last day of my winter vacations…. :P last day means, have to go on job from tomorrow…….
In 2009, I started writing blog and today i am sticked to it and it’s 2011….. :) Time flies….it really is…..
I hope in the new year, everythings get better instead of mischieves and calamities…. :(
The last 2 years taught me enough lessons which i wont forget even if I try to….. they will be as fresh in my mind as on the day I learnt them………. :)
went to meet a very nice of friend of mine today, she came from Hajj MAshallah and I just wish that Allah pak my grant me this blessing too…Ameen….. :)
Apart from happiness, there are few shades of worries and they are related to one another sweetheart friend of mine….Goofy….Hey honey, don’t be grouchy…..you look saddy teddy …… Come on, Smile bacha….. you are not aged enough to keep such depressing thoughts….. Hanso….hanso na…. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

7th January, 2011

yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! …..I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy…. :) :) :)
I recieved the wedding card of my best friend…..she gave me amazing surprise…..she is getting married on 14th Jan….. and she informed me today…… I really got surprised, shocked, amazed and extremely happy….. :)
and now she will leave us…going to her new home with a new family and obviously going to start her new life with her hubby…… :) Allah pak may always always her smiling…. :)
hey choti, I will miss you…. :( :)
and in our own style…. “choti…..sparkle……tum ja rahi ho…..kia yaarrrrrrrrrr….. i will misssssss you alot …… :( but koi nahi…awein he…..daffa ho sparkle na ho to…… i will never miss you….shukar hai ab ja kar rotian khana….becharey sarey chicken paraishan thy…..bird flu mein bhi peecha nahi chora tumne maskeeno ka…..ab wo jashan manayain gey….. :D ….. chal ja…. :D “
don’t know whether she will be able to keep in contact or not but I ahve lots of prayers and blessings for her… Jahan raho boht sara khush rehna aur Allah pak tum hey dhair sari khushian dain…. Me and 40Kg B…… are dancing….honestly…… :)
take care …
hey….but i will MISS you na!
:)

28th January, 2011

The whole month crossed through the lines of my life, one more month and I couldn’t update my diary though have lots of things to write….
hey deary diary, u know what the day before yesterday, my head appreciated my work and the whole faculty clapped for my hard work and support…… :) so i was happy shappy…..
and yea my friend’s wedding went marvellous and I enjoyed alot though I was hell busy these days….RESULT DAYS…. :o
and yea I scolded goofy yesterday… :S and then I felt bad about…. I shouldn’t do it. yea she is a gem friend of mine but still all have their own life and they have freedom to breathe…. Everyone shoould have space to live… hey sorry GOOFY… :(
I want to change the life of so many but I am helpless cause no one is bound to my advises but honestly I want them to live happily…. :S they should, it’s their right but I have no right to force them, all I can do is to advise them…. :/
it’s 10:14PM Friday…
It has become so difficult to keep in touch with relations…. isnt it??? and I Feel the relations are dead and I am forcefully making them to keep in contact or it’s just my lame vision or my excuse but still I feel that I am insisting myself and others to be in contact with me…. but the thing is … Dont know why but I am getting odd one out…. I am misfit in every situation and in every climate. Love, affiliation, affection…all seems dead and I don’t feel any attraction. yea I am not that nut and ofcource meet with others while haveing million dollars smile on face but still they don’t catch my attention (LOVE).
Aghhh…. forget it….. who cares…..I was so lively, so hospitable, friendly, naught, cordial and now…..time left its scars on my personality…. people have really beacome selfish and confined….. So do I… :/
bye my deary diary….
Sleep tight…. :)

30th January, 2011

It’s 12:29PM Sunday and I have to format Assessment…… but how can i stop myself from using FB and wordpress….. :P
and yea when i was checking mails, came to talk to one of my previous head through mails…. :) it feels good to talk to someone who had been wuite helpful during tenure…. :)
Thanks Sir… :)
and yes I did breakfast of Poori and Channa today :P yummy…… :P
and then had Qehwa….. All say I make delicious QEHWA…. Do I ??? :P it’s the only thing I know in cooking…..hahhahaaaaa and yes tea….
hey dont take me wrong I can cook but not upto the standard of moms….. :D :P
oh i have to rush, have to make assessment and yes I am done with lesson plans….Fhewww….thanks to Allah mian….. :)

Chao lubly diary…. and all folks…. :)

23rd February, 2011

It’s 6:46 AM Wednesday and I am ready to go on job but thought to update my diary as I have become too lazy to update it casually…. :P
I am lacking my memory, don’t remember what happened and what was going on in my life during whole month but one thing for sure I remember is my JOB….. Yikeeesssssss,..!
In the starting 2 months of 2011, I attended 2 wedding functions, one of my best friend and one of my cousin……. Fhewwwww…….like all girly things I don’t like to attend wedding functions……. I feel insaity… :P too much crowd and hungama and loud music and Hullar bullar things and yea ofcource FASHION freaks……. :/
Anyway, I also attended one Milad e Nabi SWS…. but sorry to say it couldnt grab my interest as it was more show off than Pious mehfil of Nabi Karim SWS….Aggghhhhhhh ladies, at least show some respect, why are u doing publicity of ur JAMMAT and wastage of precious flowers which were getting smashed under feet…. isn’t it sin too….. Flowers are included in living things….aren’t they…??? :/
Rest I am feeling too lazy to go on job today but have to have… :( Literally wanna cry like kids as if they are taking to school…. It was extremem hectic day yesterday…I was standing from 8:00 AM to 3:00 PM….. Aghhhhh…..
Any way time to leave…… TATA….. :) :(

28th February, 2011

It’s sunday 12:26PM….my another best friend told me about her engagement……it means she is also leaving….. :( I am happy for her, Allah may always keep her smiling and blessed…… :)
I will miss you…. :) :( :P :)

27th March, 2011
It’s 8:46PM Sunday and I am updating my diary after almost a month. Don’t know why I didn’t feel like writing anything or I am losing my capability of grabbing words and put them in a paragraph. I am craving for something and the feeling is getting loudy day by day and today I felt I am losing my instict.
I am losing my connection with Allah, I am getting out of touch of Allah. and I am guilty and the feeling is getting so strong that I am losing my confidence to stand in front of him. How will I stand before him on the day of resurection? I feel like crying :(
The more I try to tight my bond with Allah, the more I am getting away of the path. I am drowning in the ocean of the world and I hate this thing of mine.
It’s been long I didn’t talk to him, didn’t tell him about my affiliation with him. Such a loser I am :(
Hey Allah pak forgive me for everything. you know well where I want to reach, take me there…. :/

Take care everyone …

25th April, 2011

and I am here almost after a month… it’s 3:18PM, Monday and I am not feeling well today…. As usual Fly and fever so I skipped my job today though it was a must on job day but I couldn’t lift myself up…. Aghhhh :(
Any how…. what happened during the whole last month….Mmmmmmm Don’t remember much but yes I had official dinner and enjoyed like everything with colleagues …. taking rounds with tailors to stich my suits or what will I wear on cousin’s wedding…. yup in the first week on next month and I still dont have even single suit…. :/
Nothing special happened so far… just summer is arriving and thinking to buy lawn suits…. n of cource PESCO’s mehrbanian….. LOADSHEDDING :@
So I am screwed up.. nothing to write and specifically dont wanna write on same lines now that’s why out of scene….I just really want to bring something new….. I hate monotny….. BOREDOM….
prepared presentation in urgency at 5:00AM today and mailed to HM…..Let c, whether she accepts or not…. willtake care of it tomorrow…..
Peace…. Sayonara…… :)

16th May, 2011

It’s 6:35PM Monday and very hot day…
I learnt a lesson today but I feel I learnt it lot of times but still I kept hope that might be I would be wrong. “PEOPLE ARE SELFISH, You even cut yourself into pieces for them but still they will recall your single “NO” but wont accept your thousands “YES”".
It wasnt my day today…. You can say it’s my weakness that I can’t say NO to anyone which is not my habbit but my nature which can’t be changed, I am afraid :/
Today I am not feeling well because of having fever and cough and flu which I have been having frequently since 4 weeks. “I should consult a doctor now, Bahhh! I dont have time”.
So where was I? Yes, started my job at 7:30AM and was continously doing different assigned tasks without any break but 2:30PM, it was DONE. I couldn’t work any more so said to all, Please relieve me now cause I can’t sit anymore, gotta go home. Also it was pack up time but they had some work which wasn’t official but still I helped them as much as I could. Rest I said, I can’t…. I am not feeling well and I am about to faint now but then…. Ahhh! People… You never help us, you never let us cover our work. The colleague before you was so nice, she always used to help us and sit till 6:00PM even and you can’t even wait for 2 or 3 hours. I am not feeling well today, Please…. You are so mean, and GOSSIPS and Whispers…. :/
finally at 3:00PM locked the door, all had left so I caught the taxi on the road side and came home.
I never mind whatever they ask me to do, always try to help them as much as I could but the one thing I never liked in my life is “COMPARISON”. why do people use to compare, everyone is different and everyone has his own tolerance level. The seven months which I worked were not appreciated but the only day “TODAY” was caught as my indolence and my mistake was that “I AM NOT FEELING WELL”. :(
Am I mean?

Bye….

9th June, 2011

It’s 9:24PM Thursday and temperature is 48… :/ Tarcoal road is melting like wax…
Attended annual dinner of BSS on 6th june at Garrison club… first time ever I attended some actual official gathering and it made me hell bored….I am not at all a party animal…. STYLO parties with Diamonds and brands discussions…. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
today it was a result day from 3 to 5…. Fhewww…. I feel bit releived now… :P I aalready planned to have leave tomorrow but right now received text from a colleague + friend… we are coming tomorrow and not on monday so do come…. Gosshhhhh…. who will press the suit now…. kya yaaarrrrr…. :P :(

I didn’t ask my posti buddies…. What’s cooking fellows…???? :D cause I am out of kitchen since the day result Kahani started…. :P :D

Dinner time… Chao…. and hey …SAYONARA…. :D

17th June, 2011
Today it was the second day of my summer vacations and second day in Lahore…. :D :P
and it was awesome weather…. Raining and Raining….. Yayyyyyyyy!
So I am planing to stay for 8 to 10 days in Lahore, enjoy fully and then return to my own Peshawar…. but right now I am using the laptop of my cousin and thought to update my diary…. and yea it’s 11:14PM Friday…… :)
I went to DHA “Y” Block, bought white color Tide from GEOX….. enjoyed the rain and returned home…..
How can I forget to mention that I am having vacations after long long time, last time I had vacations after my METRIC final exams….. Fhewww…..! So I deserve VACATIONS now :P Right naaaaa! :D ;)
Now I am leaving to have yummyyyyyy Ice cream so chao Posti buddies…..
TATA….. :D

15th July, 2011

It’s 11:46AM and Friday…. I am on my blog after long and updating my diary after ages….. see how busy personality I am :P
What do I update, there is nothing special happening so far…. just enjoying summer vacations and free time at home with loadshedding….. only a month is left after which I have to join job again….. Fheww :/ only a thought even makes me tired :/
had to go bank today but couldn’t make it, will go tomorrow inshallah…. :)
anxiously and desperately waiting for our house to be constructed ASAP…. I am too tired being here….. :/ Allah mian help us na…..
challo gotta go….for doing nothing….

take care,… Chao

1st August, 2011

It’s 10:14AM Monday and I am not feeling well…. :(
Any way, I went Islamabad on 29th July and returned on 30th July after 2 years but Islamabad is as haunted as it was… I might never be able to raise feeling for Islamabad in my heart… :/ As I have dust and pollen allergy so now I am sneezing badly…. Ahhh Flu and throat infection has made my life hell…. :(
I bought a bad and jeans, Jinnah super as rocking as it was… but as only change is constant so Jinnah super has been changed over the years…. :)
Ramadan are going to be started from tomorrow but again crescent controversy in KPK … 2 Ramadan and 2 Eid’ain…. so half of KPK is fasting today and the rest will follow the other 3 provinces…. So happy Ramadan to half of KPK and yea Saudia. :)
I couldn’t go bank today, had to settle my pending scores but Ahhhh this idiotic FLU … :(
Need to go now….
Tata bbye BHONOOSSSS…. :D

6th August, 2011

It’s 11:55PM Saturday…
I wept alot alot today … and amazingly someone very close text me that she prayed for me and the Dua was as same as I was asking for…. :) Miracle na… or I should say “Silent relation between hearts” .. :) She is my darling bacha… :)
But the same reason is making me cry again and again unintentionally …. Tears are rolling down my cheeks … I know why but at the same time I don’t know why….. :/
today is 5th Ramadan …. Rehmat ka ashra…. Allah mian please shower all the blessings on me and my family and entire Ummat e Muslimah … :)
Headache…. though I took a cup of tea just but still I am feeling weak … not at all feeling sleepy but lethargic …. :)

Tc Everyone….
Chao… Happy Ramadan …

16th August, 2011

It’s 11:41AM Tuesday and 15th Ramadan… :)
Don’t why am i not updating my diary nowadays or I should say since 3 to 4 months. The fact isn’t that didn’t take the time out of schedule but didn’t feel to update or didn’t have anything to mention specifically…. Whatever …!
So today I am here again….

It was my Abu’s 2nd death anniversary on 11th Ramadan but sadly or unfortunately didn’t make me cry but brought bundles of memories to recall ….
A complete scene of how he died and the whole night I spent sitting with him silently and the next day funeral when I became wordless and tears from my heart … IT WAS THE TIME … Single moment and felt the whole building crashed on me and I am standing under the open sky actually feeling the heat of burning sun. “TAB MUJHEY KHUDA YAAD AYA THA AUR SIRF WOHI YAAD AYA THA”

How drastically my views changed about life and gradually over the two years it was someone else put herself in my shoes and now here someone else updating the diary.

I couldn’t figure out the girl standing, wore my skin 2 years back. Amazing …NAI ? :)

Anyhow, Oh yea… on 14th August it was my best friend’s birthday but how I forgot :P wished her in the eve and amazingly she didn’t grin on me :D So we have become mature enough now. YES :) Birthdays don’t count anymore or do they? :P

Resumed job on 15th August but due to fasting and Summer it was quiet hectic and frustrating, took me dying of thirst at the end :P the conclusion is, didn’t go today :P Hey,come on I am not lazy but because they are doing new construction and renovating the building so it was of no use to go and mingled with DUST. :P you know, I am hyper allergic of DUST…. Really, I am on medications nowadays cause of it’s severeness.. :/
And What not, our DEARLY WAPDA felt, it’s enough providing Electricity so let it be rest for an hour or two :( LOADSHEDDING …. so annoying :@

Oh, How are you all my Blogging buddies…??? :) Missing your Comments on my BLOG and absenteeism dropping you in short list :P ;)

Take care …
Sayonara..PEACE :)

2nd September, 2011

It’s 9:10PM Friday and 3rd day of Eid ul Fitr…. and yes 2nd Death Anniversary of my DAD…

First of all…Eid Mubarak to everyone… :)
Eid was good overall, though 3rd day is bit slow and lazy… I was sleeping the whole day :P
Talked to Goofy my baby…. and yes I am worried about her…. :/
What else… :/

Tata …

5th September, 2011

It’s 10:10PM Monday and was first day in School after Eid ul Fitr… :)
My kids, I meant my students again resumed their classes and met them after 3 Months… it was lovely to see them…. but of cource had a hectic day… :P
Work and Work and Work…. BSS & I :D
What else, met new colleagues, tried to make my Lab operational.. I hope it ll be from tomorrow Inshallah… :)
Now I am thinking to go to Neeni Land or I ll find it difficult to wake up early in the morning at 5:00 AM … :P :/

CU … TATA :)

11th September, 2011

It’s 8:20PM Sunday … There is nothing I did today… was just a weekend like other ones… Just ironed my dress for tomorrow, visited a market to buy laces but didn’t find any…
Have to go on job tomorrow.. and yea had DM with Dua… :P
Rest all is going well Alhamdolillah… I am anxiously waiting for my house construction to be completed .. :)
Take Care… Chao, Sayonara!

14th October, 2011

So it was my birthday yesterday… Happy birthday to me…
But don’t know why it was a sad day for me… I was literally sad because of no reason…the day before yesterday, one of my cousin of my age died cause of bullet shot by his own gun by mistake… it was reallya grieved happening…
yesterday… only and only Goofy called me at 12:00AM..though I couldn’t talk to her but still…. Thanks http://shaguftaabbas.wordpress.com/ :)
and yea Kisa and Zabia wished me through text…
my twitter buddies and 2 or 3 of my colleagues … :)
THANK YOU ALL… :’)
I wasn’t and I am not sad because everyone forgot my birthday and nobody celebrated but because LIFE is too short to live and we fight for it day and night…. WHY?
Life is moving ahead quickly and one day it will be vanished from the face of EARTH…!
I will be vanished one day ahead and no one would remember my face any more…!
Why am I spending so useless life and where will it be ended… no one knows…!

and yea, I spent yesterday with my IT people..

Take care Everyone..
Chao!

1st November, 2011

It’s 2:29PM Tuesday, I am just back home and thought to watch Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 15… but here I am updating my dear diary which has been craving for my attention since month… I was so regular in updating it but now even when I get the time but don’t feel to update it … Strange…
Nothing special is around, Eid ul Adha is coming ahead and I am just waiting for the Eid holidays… but I know it will be as usual as it had been so far…
My job is dealing with me pretty well…. I am happy with everything what I am having and thankful to Allah Pak for showing his kindness towards me….
I am out of touch with my friends, so do they… Life has become busy and I am getting possessive day by day about my thoughts … keeping them safe inside my heart.
I don’t feel like sharing anything with anyone… Memories are haunting me… So what..
hey yea… Baggu gosha sent me my birthday gift and I loved it… The most beautiful and memorable gift … I wish I could ever meet her in my life… at least once.. I just wish.
I wish to tell her few things which I kept safe inside me and will demolish with my death. But let them safe. POSSESSIONS.
I have stopped feeling about most of the things and I am really worried about my languid phase… it’s getting volume!

Take care everyone..
will catch you if alive..
Chao!

9th November, 2011

Dear Diary I am here on the third day of Eid ul Adha. It’s 2:05PM Wednesday. Eid was usual so so…spent first day at home, watching TV, using net, sleep etc etc… 2nd day visited Chacha and cousins in the eve… 3rd day, I am here, made my lab board, organised my Teacher’s diary, watching Vampire Diaries and here to update…. Rest everything is going fine Alhamdolillah…will be back on job from tomorrow.
Nothing else except year flew away… once again… it was very quick! :)
Missed my father….
Thinking to have a nap…
Take care,
bbye.

27th November, 2011

It’s 10:24AM Sunday and 1st Muharram ul Haram… Happy new Islamic year… :)
Today I thought to protect my Pages.. My Diary & My Odd’s & On’s…
Days are going by, life is moving on…
On 24th November I went Islamabad to attend TBT workshop in BEC (Beaconhouse Education Complex) … it was good… Overall :)
It has been 4 to 5 days, I couldn’t talk to Goofy, my Bubble gum and Sweetheart Pumpkin :) she has been very very busy and I am missing her like everything… :( Hey my innocent dove where are you… :( Love you janu!

Tc..Chao

8th January, 2012

It’s 12:22PM Sunday and more than 2 weeks that I am having fever, flu, cough and bodyache.. :(
I don’t know how the time is going on but it’s just that time is moving on day by day and I am seriously getting down by fever. I hate to be BEEMAR…
There is nothing much to write down, just plain simple life.

Take care everyone…
Allah hafiz

7th March 2012

It’s 7:22PM Wednesday and almost after 2 months I am here to update my diary… Dear Diary I was either busy or had nothing exceptional to quote here. But today I am feeling to write all the nonsense and share every silly word with you. So here I am… :P
Having so much fun on job, Sports Gala, classes, Workshops, trainings etc etc etc… :)
It was a usual day, job home and now using FB, Twitter and Blog… yea my Deary blog which has been looking for my attention since 2 months… :P
Enough Bongian for today… :D

Take care my dear bloggers…
chao.. Sayonara :D

12th March, 2012

It’s 12:15PM Monday, working day but I took off today after soooooooooooooooooo long. :D
Though I don’t have enough work to do at home but I wasn’t in mood to go on job..
The first thing I did today is Cleaning my LAPTOP with glint :P it was looking KABARI :D
Now I am updating my diary and thinking to settle some other chores…
Had guests over the weekend and I hate to be silent listener among crowd of relatives but I have to because their mode of dialogue is not compatible with mine :P so it’s better to be quiet. SSssssshhhhhhhh! :P
looking out for something else…
lets go…
tye tye visitors :D
Stay happy and safe… :)
Chao… Allah Pa’maan :)

14th March, 2012

It’s 8:39PM Wednesday and today is my sweetheart sister’s BIRTHDAY :)
Happy Birthday Sweetheart… You may live long and get everything whatever u want… :)

Take Care
Chao :)

17th April, 2012

It’s 5:52PM Tuesday…
I came to know that a very good friend of mine got married and she didn’t inform me either.. n I came to know when she is in Dubai with her husband. :)
Congrats sweety and stay blessed ever…
Another very good friend got married on this weekend and she was looking awesome pretty… Have a beautiful life ahead jeeney… :D
It was PTM yesterday and I made the presentation in an hour because I was not informed by the administration… :S
End of the session is ahead… n so on….!
most of the blogger friends got lost, hardly read their thread on twitter… they got busy in their life lately so it means I am such a WAILII bandi :D

tc… Chao

327 Comments

  1. Comment by BMK on August 26, 2009 4:19 am

    5th Ramadan as per Peshawar … muft mein mera ik roza delete kar diya or may be you are way too sleepless today!!!
    PostiESCO & all the ESCOz Rulz…. (y)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 26, 2009 4:48 am

      no its 4th Ramadan for me…….
      Loadshedding the whole nite so couldn’t sleep..not did sehri…….. :(

      Reply
  2. Comment by Aadil on August 29, 2009 5:31 am

    Yes, tis a healthy activity; keep writing your blog, it will keep your imagination floating for good!

    Reply
  3. Comment by Aadil on August 29, 2009 5:31 am

    Yes, tis a healthy activity; keep writing your blog, it will keep your imagination floating for good!

    Reply
  4. Comment by Aadil on August 29, 2009 5:31 am

    Yes, tis a healthy activity; keep writing your blog, it will keep your imagination floating for good!

    Reply
  5. Comment by BMK on August 29, 2009 6:28 am

    Aadil, ye kuch zyada healthy nahi hova yar? :)

    not really!!!

    Reply
    • Comment by Aadil on August 29, 2009 7:52 am

      Yaar I’ve got this stupid browser which sends things twice and thrice at times!
      I guess you all should know it by now; I’ll request CU to delete the repeated comments.

      Reply
      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 29, 2009 1:11 pm

        yup….now after ur three posts of same text….i am positive that its perfectly healthy activity… :D

  6. Comment by captureuniverse on August 29, 2009 1:12 pm

    oh by the way…how are you feeling now aadil as you were not yesterday….?

    Reply
    • Comment by Aadil on August 31, 2009 4:56 am

      Yea he’s aright by the grace of Almighty! You people well wishes worked, I guess! :)

      Reply
  7. Comment by BMK on August 30, 2009 10:47 am

    i recommend AVG … its free n light …

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 30, 2009 12:43 pm

      AVG doesn’t work as it should….

      Reply
    • Comment by Aadil on August 31, 2009 4:59 am

      Is it a browser? .. If yes, the pity is that we cannot do anything to our office computers; there’s a specific department for it that doesn’t allow us to download anything besides listening/watching any audio/vidoe stuff. We’ve got Linux Redhat operating system, that is cool though.

      Reply
  8. Comment by captureuniverse on August 31, 2009 5:06 am

    AVG is an antivirus software which is available for free but i don’t like tat much cause during scan it also deletes system files which causes corrupted windows…
    that’s much better that audio video streaming is allowed at yor office, cause at our site, nothing is allowed other then wordpress… :)
    All mail servers, downloadable items, audio video, entertainment are blocked by IT department. :(

    Reply
  9. Comment by Aadil on August 31, 2009 5:20 am

    My bad! I’m so out of these things!

    They are right, our employers in a way as to check the wastage of precious office hours surfing, and chatting, on part of the employees but who knew we’d convert sites like wordpress for our chatting purpose we well :P

    P.S .. we DO work as well! :)

    Reply
  10. Comment by captureuniverse on August 31, 2009 5:57 am

    :)
    Yup keeping an eye on Employees….
    Wordpress is better option when one is free or need some relaxation in tough hours…..
    we are here for the work so never lag behind and fullfil honesty level… :)

    Reply
  11. Comment by BMK on August 31, 2009 5:59 am

    vohi tau … they so often under-estimate our multi-tasking talent… Posti IT folks … :)

    Reply
  12. Comment by captureuniverse on August 31, 2009 6:09 am

    :D

    I am sure if my employer come to know about wordpress which is another wy to take relief from burden of work for some time , they will most probably block this site as well……
    SSSShhhhhhhhhh….. :)

    Reply
  13. Comment by BMK on August 31, 2009 8:11 am

    What does you employer deal in, Captchi?

    goods transport da karobar kaisay chal riya ey, aj kal? :)

    Reply
  14. Comment by captureuniverse on August 31, 2009 8:35 am

    They deal in cables….networks… communication….. :D

    no idea of bussiness bro….. haaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa………….hindco ka ye haal………:)

    Reply
  15. Comment by BMK on August 31, 2009 9:10 am

    it was supposed to be panjabi. so its great for a pathan to try, speaking Panjabi so that at least he learns Hindko… :)

    /BMK plans to open a goods trsansport A-gensi… do suggest ur BAAS to get aur khidmaat then… :)

    /BMK would like you to delete the bongiz on ur page laters …

    Reply
  16. Comment by captureuniverse on August 31, 2009 9:18 am

    :)
    punjabi in pukhtoon style…. :D
    Marketing of BMK goods transport agency…
    Mmmmm…I am thinking to start Ongii Bongii page on my blog…It will flourish… :D
    isnt it?

    Reply
  17. Comment by BMK on August 31, 2009 9:25 am

    Yes, I am game w.r.t Ongi Bongi … & look forward to import export then. :)

    Reply
  18. Comment by captureuniverse on August 31, 2009 9:27 am

    ye acha plan hai….i will consider this… “Ongi bongi” :D

    Reply
  19. Comment by Usama Lali on September 1, 2009 9:25 am

    I think I’m gonna make a similar page with my diary entries. I like yours…

    Reply
  20. Comment by captureuniverse on September 1, 2009 9:45 am

    Welcome on my blog Usama and thanks for the likeness

    Reply
  21. Comment by Usama Lali on September 1, 2009 6:28 pm

    You’re welcome. Anyways I started a page. do check it out.

    Reply
  22. Comment by BMK on September 7, 2009 7:16 am

    I just hope, things are fine at ur end …

    Reply
  23. Comment by captureuniverse on September 7, 2009 9:41 am

    I just wish they could be….

    Reply
  24. Comment by Usama Lali on September 7, 2009 11:44 am

    Hope things get fine soon…

    Reply
  25. Comment by Miishall on September 9, 2009 5:01 am

    Interesting blog N Interestin diary you got here :-) Quite a cute way of keepin in touch, N liked the way you pen down your daily routine, God bless.

    Reply
  26. Comment by captureuniverse on September 9, 2009 6:54 am

    Welcome on my blog Mishall… :)
    Thanks for the compliment and keep visiting.

    Reply
  27. Comment by Usama Lali on September 9, 2009 8:25 am

    I’m also findin difficulty in gettin enough sleep. I get a sleep of about 4 hrs a day I think…

    Reply
  28. Comment by BMK on September 9, 2009 9:26 am

    postiness har taraf chai hoi hay .. aaj kal … same here.

    Reply
  29. Comment by captureuniverse on September 9, 2009 9:41 am

    @Usama

    I read your routine…..apart from all such activities when do you take time for Allah and Quran..?

    @ BMK…

    Don’t spread postiness everywhere and other then eating your favorite hobby also go for Namaz Quran….. :D
    Even in your Display pic, bunny is thinking to sleepppppppppppppppppp

    Reply
  30. Comment by Ayesha on September 9, 2009 2:12 pm

    Nice journal…

    I used to write like that a few years ago :)

    Reply
  31. Comment by captureuniverse on September 9, 2009 11:08 pm

    Welcome on my blog Ayesha… :)
    keep visiting….

    Reply
  32. Comment by BMK on September 10, 2009 7:35 am

    CU, ramazan k baad, BUNNY will be eating carrot as well. Bunny tries to be active insha Allah. :)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 10, 2009 11:11 pm

      Oh really BMK….. I thought bunny is also over eating in Ramadan as well other then carrots…. :D

      Reply
  33. Comment by Mishall on September 18, 2009 12:06 pm

    May you have many many Ramadan celebrations ahead sis, N Ameen to your prayer. God bless :-)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 18, 2009 2:07 pm

      Thanks alot and alot Mishaal….same prayer for you…. :)
      Alllah may grant you everything you ever wish for..Ameen… :)

      Reply
  34. Comment by Mishall on September 24, 2009 1:21 pm

    We have to keep walkin sis, whether we want it can it, have the strenth to it or not – life goes on N that’s exactly the way life is. Time don’t wait for anyone, whether we stop or walk time keep flyin – Life’s not suppose to be a bed of roses, it’s the thorns that makes up strong, thing is we need to find our strength, the soon the better. Believe me when I say I know what you mean when you say our moving seem so directionless hmmm but I would say take a step N the road’s gonna be clear with every step you take. Loads of blessings :-)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 25, 2009 8:44 am

      nice written Mishalla…. yes life is nerver a dream land…i admit cent percent…..
      thanks and Allah bless you…Ameen… :)

      Reply
  35. Comment by Usama Lali on September 26, 2009 4:52 pm

    @ 26 Sept, 2009

    I really liked the way you described life as the flippping pages. very poetic….

    Reply
  36. Comment by Usama Lali on September 27, 2009 7:34 am

    Yeah they are :)

    Reply
  37. Comment by Usama Lali on September 30, 2009 3:40 pm

    Do read my diary entry of 30 sept and pray.

    Reply
  38. Comment by BMK on October 2, 2009 2:10 pm

    may the prayer be answered as per wish. tello us the detail. we wont public. :)

    Reply
  39. Comment by Usama Lali on October 2, 2009 6:13 pm

    Its a long story, all typed in the 30 sept. entry. you read it BMK, right?

    Reply
  40. Comment by BMK on October 7, 2009 11:00 am

    salary delaying is so frustrating & mean. The postiz wud never understand.

    another friend told that they got last months salary just before EID, yani k 15 k baad. The accountant, who happens to be his friend told k seTh saab do so har saal on EID so that lower staff doesn’t ask for advance or loans. :/ ab ko ussay bata’ye k there would people with genuine need … & sab ka kia qasur …

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 8, 2009 6:50 am

      that’s a dirty political mind of SETH SAHAB…… logo ki majboorion ko khareedna……. :@

      Reply
  41. Comment by BMK on October 8, 2009 7:42 am

    mystery?

    Reply
  42. Comment by BMK on October 8, 2009 9:17 am

    mystery … finding something new & not telling us about …

    Reply
  43. Comment by Mishall on October 11, 2009 12:13 am

    Awww belated happy birthday to your nephew sis :-) AllAh bless with wonderful life – N lovely blog pic, loved the rainbow :-)

    Reply
  44. Comment by BMK on October 21, 2009 6:52 am

    thought to know about whereabouts & khair khairiyyat !!!

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 23, 2009 5:11 am

      :) Thanks BMK ,….. I was Alhamdolillah alright but there was something that bound me invisibly to write anything… wasn’t feeling to write or keep in touch with the world…
      you know we all pass through such phases once in a while :)

      Reply
  45. Comment by BMK on October 27, 2009 6:09 am

    FAC kya hota hay?

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 27, 2009 6:26 am

      Final Acceptance Certificate…. Poor Engineer, you don’t have knowledge… :D

      Reply
      • Comment by BMK on October 27, 2009 8:13 am

        who cares. :)

      • Comment by captureuniverse on October 27, 2009 8:27 am

        Engineer should care or what’s the point of having a card from Engineering Council… :D

  46. Comment by captureuniverse on October 27, 2009 6:32 am

    Where is Mishall? She del her blog…why??????????

    Reply
  47. Comment by Yasser on November 4, 2009 4:50 pm

    on 3rd November whom you hurt? jis ko bhi kya you should say sorry, which i think you would have already done ???

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 5, 2009 4:21 am

      :) my best friend…. I feel very bad when I hurt someone intentionally or unintentionally…. whoever he or she is… whether my ordinates, family, relatives, friends…whoever but I really get mentally disturbed when I feel I hurt someone…n yes I have said sorry… :)

      Reply
  48. Comment by BMK on November 10, 2009 10:59 am

    which which movie did you buy? Y to buy in 1st place? Rent, download or colleagues saaray mar gaye hain kya.

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 10, 2009 11:23 am

      Twilite…Zindagi Rocks and A walk to Remember…

      Awesome movies…watched in a day…hehheheee…

      Nea I never go for Borrow things..try to owe… :P
      Download takes time and i don’t like to wait… :P
      and now i am thinking to buy…Angry Management, Awake and Khuda k Liye…

      Any suggestions from your side BMK??????

      Reply
  49. Comment by captureuniverse on November 10, 2009 11:24 am

    and yes also bought Novel by Paulo…
    I sat down and wept… :P
    now started reading… will write review after reading… :)

    Reply
  50. Comment by Yasser on November 23, 2009 7:38 am

    i was more excited about your Lahore trip than you might be, and oh yes as i can read you couldn’t explore the Lahore except motorway, actually i love traveling and love it when people share their traveling experience, so next time make sure you don’t disappoint us :-P

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    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 23, 2009 9:14 am

      yes I love to travel and can write about motorway…if u insist… :D

      n yea i saw Kalima chowk, and Alhamra hall from outside and oldy goldy lahore canal and qaddafi stadium from outside and fortress and macdonald and…. :P

      Reply
  51. Comment by Yasser on November 23, 2009 10:41 am

    oh MacDonald, wahan tikkay aur sabzi milti hai na. :-D

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    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 23, 2009 11:01 am

      Yup Tikkey and sabzi and how can u forget wahan aik bakra mandi bhi hai…people were looking for bakra of eid… :D

      Mcdonald isnt in Peshawar so just got the chance while visiting fortress to enjoy fast food other thn KFC and Pizza hut :P

      Reply
  52. Comment by Yasser on November 23, 2009 2:41 pm

    :-D ,actually i didn’t know there isn’t any Mcdonalds in Psh, waisay bhi acha hee hua nahi hai Mcdonalds, jab halat kharab hotay hai tou kchi main tou sab say mcdonalds,kfc aur pizza hut pay hee buraye ati hai..
    did u visit Karachi recently?

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 23, 2009 3:32 pm

      :) only mcdonalds…kfc and pizza hut running though their sales decreased but still they are unhit… :)
      very true pehli shamat international brands ki hoti hai…

      noop not recently but visited almost 15 16 years back…
      Mostly i have view of Psh and Islamabad… didn’t go ahead, infact never got the chance…

      Where do u belong basiclly?

      Reply
  53. Comment by Yasser on November 23, 2009 3:44 pm

    i am purely a Karachi boy, Urdu speaking, i visited Lahore, Islamabad and Muree when i was in 4th Standard, but i would like to visit Quetta and other parts in near future, hope things get better soon. There has been lot of development in Karachi in recent 3 years, i was surprised when i last visited in Jan-09..

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 23, 2009 3:49 pm

      4th standard….long time…all have been changed so much…infact i visited islamabad after an year and it has chnaged totally, wasnt able to figure out routes… :P
      islamabad karachi lahore all have become developed alot…but poor quetta…i wish someone may take care of it…and peshawar is also now humiliated city cause of Taliban propaganda… :S
      i wish things get better soon…

      Reply
  54. Comment by Yasser on November 23, 2009 4:07 pm

    yes i also wish things should be better soon. there have been more than 40,50 flyovers being developed in Karachi in last three years, also green city project is very good, but still there is lot to be done left, mobile snatching, corruption, facisim and etc etc

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 24, 2009 5:53 am

      yes and these are abnormalities which we are suffering from, these are the things cause of whom we are hitting the most corrupted countries list…. :(
      I just wish we could eradicate all such noisy things from our society but there are lot of factors involved…

      Reply
  55. Comment by BMK on December 10, 2009 8:13 am

    ” Aghhh…i hate to be BEEMAAR… :S ”

    who loves to? : )

    Reply
  56. Comment by Ayesha on December 13, 2009 1:00 pm

    Hope you feel better now! :)

    Reply
  57. Comment by Yasser on December 19, 2009 8:05 am

    Happy New Year :-) May Allah bless you and your family with happiness the whole year and all your wishes come true(Y) Insha-ALLAH

    Reply
  58. Comment by Rainbow on January 11, 2010 9:48 am

    Happy new year :-) May this year bring loads of joy N wonderful memories into your life as well keep you safe N smiling :-) [Ameen-sum-Ameen].
    Blessings sent your way.

    -Mishall -

    Reply
  59. Comment by BMK on January 12, 2010 12:18 pm

    idhar kiya ho raha hay ….

    Reply
  60. Comment by BMK on January 13, 2010 9:24 am

    lolz … imported samosay hain kiya jo beees ka aik. :)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on January 14, 2010 5:15 am

      imported hoty to 20$ ka aik hota… :D
      ye becharey sirf 20 Rs k hain…pata hai aj kal alloo kitney mehngey ho gaye hain…;)

      Reply
  61. Comment by BMK on January 25, 2010 7:11 am

    talash-e-gumshuda ?!?

    Reply
  62. Comment by Ayesha on January 29, 2010 7:10 pm

    I never check your dairy! I often visit your blog and leave when I see no updates! :|

    Reply
  63. Comment by Anonymous on March 3, 2010 8:37 am

    hey..cool comments hmm !!

    u’ve got really nice frens :)
    (BMK, Aadil, Mishall, Ayesha etc.)

    Reply
  64. Comment by Raheel on March 6, 2010 5:04 pm

    Why’s everyone switching to ‘Motion by 85ideas’? :P
    I didnt like this theme in first view but now I am getting used to it. Specially, fonts are really smooth and decent.
    I, actually, have started liking it. :D

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 6, 2010 5:19 pm

      :) its a nice theme actually and i switched to it by chance when just checking the themes, so activated to bring something new…but amazed to check that most of the bloggers have already switched to it…. :)
      No doubt its more flexible with features than other themes :)

      Reply
  65. Comment by bmk on March 7, 2010 11:08 am

    hope, things get better.

    Reply
  66. Comment by BMK on March 10, 2010 10:08 am

    posti, tumhain Bread & Butter bahut hee pasand hain? :)
    biryani, roti salan, burgers … itnay saaray aaptions hain. ruk jaati agr itnay pyaar se keh rahay thay!!!

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 10, 2010 11:52 am

      :P
      Options to boht hain but the problem is TELECOM is good for Engineers only and apko to pata hai mujhey Engieering nahi ati… :D
      so thought k becharo ko bakhsh doo…warna Bread and butter bhi band ho jaye ga :D

      Reply
  67. Comment by Ayesha on March 10, 2010 12:16 pm

    I too hate memories… both good and bad! But if given a chance I’d of course prefer ‘good’ memories to keep! :)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 10, 2010 4:01 pm

      Memories always hurt so I realy avoid keeping any :) infact they really pull me into depression pool

      Reply
      • Comment by Dua on March 24, 2010 4:30 pm

        If we hate memories then I guess there won’t be much to smile or shed tears over, or? I personally am not so much into keeping memories that much [sometimes] , but I think we can’t really be without them, they always follow us, good or bad ones. :-) God bless.

      • Comment by captureuniverse on March 24, 2010 4:33 pm

        hey Mishaal….:)
        how r u doing and hows ur new life…nice to c u back on my blog… :)
        yea i feel ur right somehow… Allah may bless you girl :)

  68. Comment by Anonymous on March 11, 2010 4:39 am

    Hey congrats for the new job !!
    as far as your mood is concerned..it happens with everyone..when we move to either a new place, a new job etc.
    but we should be strong enuf to accept the changes which life offers us..
    ‘cuz they are the only way for our ultimate success….

    there is only one thing which is constant in this world lady….and that is change..so accept it with open arms..and let bygones be bygones….

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  69. Comment by BMK on March 25, 2010 5:50 am

    now, that I have a valid reason to be absent, I must be spared from uthak baithaks … was just here to mark my attendance.
    Aadil/A5 postiz tu praaxy bhi nhi lagatay kissi ki. : )

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 25, 2010 2:14 pm

      hehe…thori relaxation mil sakti hai… Aadill and A5 to apni present mark nahi kerty..proxi kaha laganey lagy…waisey bhi dono darpok…proxy lagane se darty hain..pakrey gaye to punishment ka khatra hai :D

      Reply
  70. Comment by Aadil on March 25, 2010 7:52 am

    Salamoona .. hows you girl? hows your new job? liked your new poem; keep it up and one day we’ll have our very own Parveen Shakir :)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 25, 2010 2:17 pm

      Pakhair ….. ap logo ko attendance mark karne k liye reminder dainey party hain :D
      i am Alhamdolillah good… job is as same as all jobs are :P
      hehe…thanks bro…but me kahan and perveen shakir kahan… :P btw i will appreciate criticism… so i could improve :)

      Reply
  71. Comment by BMK on March 26, 2010 4:43 am

    aadil, yar at least Noshi Gillani kaha hota … or any living XYZ … Parveen Shakir ka kya karna ab. : )

    Reply
    • Comment by Aadil on March 26, 2010 9:06 am

      @bmk .. I was talking about the art and fame of Parveen Shakir :)

      @Captureunivers(ity)e .. Accept my salams for the day; hope things are going fine in pekhawar :)

      Reply
      • Comment by captureuniverse on March 26, 2010 1:28 pm

        hehehe…ur present marked…. :D

        yea Allah karim…its raining u know…. :) soothing weather :)

    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 26, 2010 1:27 pm

      Awww….perveen shakir was suh a nice writer… ya kahin ap mere bhi perveen shakir k sath comparison ka kisi aur tarhan to nahi soch rahy :D ….

      Dunya ko Qadar ati hai Dunya se janey k baad :)

      Reply
      • Comment by Aadil on March 29, 2010 5:55 am

        Yes, you’re right, we tend to realize one’s true worth when one is departed. It reminds me an Ubaidullah Aleem verse;

        kal matam bay qeemat hoga aaj unn ki tauqeer karo
        dekho khoon e jigar say kya kya likhtay hain afsanay log         ..

        Good Morning :)

      • Comment by Dua on March 29, 2010 6:33 am

        I so agree with you last line here, sis Universe. This is exactly how unfortunate we all are, Duniya Qadar Karne Mein Kaafi Dair Kar Deti Hai hmm Buhat Ziyaada Dair Kar Deti Hai – Jab Paas Hote Hain To Nazrein Our Ki Talaash Mein Aur Jab Door Hote Hain To Pachtawe Ki Aag Lekin Bekaar, sadly. N nice piece of poetry Aadil!

      • Comment by captureuniverse on March 30, 2010 2:16 pm

        true bro…. koi jeetey jee qadar kar le wo khush qismat kehlaty hain…. :)

      • Comment by captureuniverse on March 30, 2010 2:18 pm

        :) Dua u r so true dear…. Kaash kisi ko qadar a jaye …. :)

  72. Comment by Yasser on March 29, 2010 6:25 am

    Your new theme is forcing me to stay away from your blog, honestly my eyes don’t accept this theme at any cost :-(

    anyways what’s cooking :-P

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 30, 2010 2:19 pm

      hehe…. ok i will change whenever will get the time :) but right now very tired :P

      Reply
      • Comment by Yasser on March 30, 2010 2:34 pm

        this theme is awesome, and you know what you can put customized background as well….

      • Comment by captureuniverse on March 31, 2010 4:27 pm

        thanks… :) now i am sure you are happy with my blog… :D
        customized …how come…. ??????

  73. Comment by Aadil on March 30, 2010 9:17 am

    @Dua .. thanks :)

    @Captureunivers(ity)e .. hows you sis? now tell us why are you ghaib from the blog when we’re commenting here? i’m seriously thinking of punishing you for that; uthak baithaks is a right idea by bmk, you posti! :P

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 30, 2010 2:21 pm

      I am Alhamdolillah good but ghaib from blog cause…really gets tired after job… thinking to update…let me make up my mind… :P

      pehle apni saza t o poori karain uthak baithak and meri treat :D

      Reply
  74. Comment by BMK on March 30, 2010 10:44 am

    bilkul Aadil, I agree. iss se somersault karvana. utha baithak tu iss k liye kuch bhi nhi. :)

    i also agree with Yasser w.r.t posti themes u guys have activated. koi class nhi. :P

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on March 30, 2010 2:22 pm

      apni Saza k barey mein kia socha hai….kab poori ker rahy hain….n my treat…???? :D

      theme hehehe….ok ok will change…but abhi boht thak gayee hoo…next time :P

      Reply
      • Comment by Aadil on March 31, 2010 11:13 am

        @bmk … yea somersault bhi karaengay aur samosa chat ki treat bhi khaengay iss posti CU say; khud haftay haftay ghaib rehti hay aur hamain kehti hay aap nahi poochtay :P

        @Captureuinverse .. saza dainay tou hum peshawar zaroor aaengay agar treat khanay nahi aaye tou .. samjhii? .. :P

      • Comment by captureuniverse on March 31, 2010 4:25 pm

        hehee….ayeeye ayeeye…padhariye to…saza k liye he sahi….apni punishment yaad rakheye ga…. :D

        hafta hafta kaha….ati to hoo online…but ap sab posti kharaatey le rahy hoty hain us wakt…. :D

  75. Comment by Yasser on April 3, 2010 7:48 am

    sab choro yeh batao new job pay salary to time pay mil rahi hai na, agar nahi tou phir hum source lagwatay hai ;-) , kahin aisa tou nahi march gaya , april fool aya heheh :-P

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on April 3, 2010 1:06 pm

      Ye to pehle waly se bhi 2 hath agy…salary gol… employee num jo nahi mila… :P

      Reply
      • Comment by Yasser on April 3, 2010 3:22 pm

        i will give you a number of YRG(yousuf raza gilani), but u know us ke chaltee kahan hai ;-) Obama say kam chalana paray ga, by the way Obama is on twitter , you can try your luck, tell him Emp Number nahi mila hai ab tak (:-D)

      • Comment by captureuniverse on April 5, 2010 1:36 pm

        Employee number to mill gaya but SALARY nahi millli… :P

  76. Comment by Aadil on April 9, 2010 5:51 am

    Salamoona! Hows you girl?

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on April 9, 2010 2:17 pm

      Wasalam…Pakhair Pakhair…. nan kho alla alla alaq raghaley dee zama blog k….hehheheee
      dont laugh at my Pukhto… :P

      I am Alhamdolillah good and busy bee with my job… :) though its making me suffocated as i am out of touch with everyone but still job is job… nothing can i do… :)

      Reply
  77. Comment by Ayesha on April 10, 2010 4:12 am

    Good to know that you are doing well!

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on April 16, 2010 1:12 pm

      Yea girl..i am doing well Alhamdolillah but routine is really tiring..honestly…don’t even get the time to update my blog… :)

      Reply
      • Comment by Ayesha on April 19, 2010 1:13 am

        You should update it at least once a week. As for me… I don’t seem to have ideas now. I don’t know what to share! :)

      • Comment by captureuniverse on April 20, 2010 1:20 pm

        yea i try to but days are getting so tough that i hardly get time to check mails even… :)
        i think you should have greater ideas than before as you are in GREAT COUNTRY…. ;)

  78. Comment by Yasser on April 20, 2010 9:07 am

    i couldn’t get the updates from your diary yet that whether you got the salary or not, you know what, i need a freelancer also very hardworking and challenging research job for websites, if you intend to work free we might hire you and we will give you employee number immediately ;-) hehehhehe

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on April 20, 2010 1:22 pm

      heheee…telling you the truth…still waiting for the SALARY…. i feel i should contact PM now… ;)

      Reply
  79. Comment by Yasser on April 20, 2010 1:44 pm

    you know contacting PM won’t do the job, he even doesn’t have any authority, you should contact Asma Jehangir (Women Human rights activist) and here is my 2 cent on it, instead of two month you will get next 12 month salary in advance :-P

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on April 21, 2010 1:16 pm

      you are right Future politician…. :) i should contact asma jehangir….instead of PM…waisey bhi yaha PM ho ya CM… Salary lainey ko sab tayar dainey ko nahi :D

      Reply
  80. Comment by BMK on May 14, 2010 10:13 pm

    ello there.

    posti tum interrupt kar he daiti tu acha tha, ckt matches mein. :(
    u r responsible dat i had to go through that huge disappointment …

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on May 15, 2010 4:05 am

      Hey BMK :)

      LOLZ…time nahi mila na interrupt kerne ka… Awww…haar gaye…to kya howa…naya kya hai is mein….pakistanis ko ab aadi ho jana chaheye s ka…apni cricket team ka koi bharosa nahi… :D

      mera interruption is lucky champ for all of u postizz CRICKET KAHANI…. hehehhee

      Reply
  81. Comment by M. M. on June 13, 2010 6:25 pm

    Wow. Good going. :)

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  82. Comment by majworld on June 14, 2010 7:17 pm

    very well written diary :)

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  83. Comment by BMK on June 16, 2010 10:40 am

    where were you again, last night, posti. na chahtay hovay bhi match dekh liya … I wouldn’t have minded to learn later k har gaye hain …

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on June 16, 2010 2:19 pm

      hey posti BMK…you on my blog… wao wao…after soooooooooooo longgggggggg………… :)

      glad to see you back … :)

      hehe I was ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!

      Awww…haar gaye! Chchchhhhhh…. :D

      You and your Cricket oh I mean football Kahani….heheheeee

      Reply
  84. Comment by BMK on June 30, 2010 11:08 am

    ello there posti … wonder where did ur ID on twitter disappear. anybun took panga? bhai loog ko informason sendo’n? : )

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on June 30, 2010 3:12 pm

      :( BMK just checked mail of A5 and she informed me that its del…wonder how…cause i didnt use it since days and now its actually del… :(

      Reply
  85. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 1, 2010 9:31 am

    YES YES YES it aint there! :(

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 1, 2010 1:58 pm

      Donno who did that :(

      My all oldy goldy tweets with all my tweety birds lost :(

      Reply
      • Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 1, 2010 5:41 pm

        THAT MR/MS.__________ *angel face*

        >_<

      • Comment by captureuniverse on July 2, 2010 2:41 am

        LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ…. Nothing suspicious Sweety pie… JUST a friend…. Angel face :D :D :D

  86. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 1, 2010 9:51 am

    oh btw someone wore bangles?? :P

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    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 1, 2010 2:00 pm

      hahaaaaa…..

      you don’t know how boyish I AM…this is what my Maa thinks about me otherwise I Am a GIRL but don’t wear accessories usually :P

      Reply
  87. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 4, 2010 10:40 pm

    lol, then do wear bangles often.. Maa will be happy seeing you getting girlier each day! :D ;)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 5, 2010 2:09 pm

      hahahaaaa…. too terrible for me :P

      wearing accessories….Fheww fheww…. i can’t carry them, you know uneasy :P

      Reply
  88. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 5, 2010 4:20 pm

    for me tooo! :D
    BUTTTTT..

    how about giving it a try? :P

    Reply
  89. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 7, 2010 3:59 am

    umm numm nmmm.. (phas gaye) :D

    jab aap kahein! :D

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 7, 2010 2:28 pm

      OKAY..OKAY….hey hey heyyyy…lets do it today….get ready…

      annn…let me think what you have to wear..

      Okay done…

      you have to wear Bangles and ear rings and delicate pendant and long A-Line shirt with trouser and long Dopatta and hair open…

      Aww… you are looking so cool…perfect….

      Now do it… :D

      Reply
  90. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 7, 2010 3:49 pm

    dum dudum dum dum! :D

    colour b bata dijye.. so i can dress exactly the way you want ;)

    the rest sounds awesome, i am looking pretty :D

    Reply
  91. Comment by BMK on July 8, 2010 6:57 am

    ello there postiz… bass bhi karo dresses ki ba’tain ab. kuch kha’ne peenay ka zikr ho jaaye. feeling hungry. : )

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 8, 2010 2:02 pm

      Posti you seem toooo much busy…thats why seeing you after soooooooooooo long…. :x

      khana peena….oh you didnt tell me how many Lbs you gained in Karachi? :D

      Full time Khana peena…. :D

      I love yum yum Karachi biryani :P

      Reply
  92. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 8, 2010 11:14 am

    mee toooo! Ate nothing since morning! :( n not in a mood to cook or order something.. miss.lazy bones i am.. :D

    BMK you know how to cook? :P

    @CU: kaam hogya! ;)

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    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 8, 2010 2:04 pm

      No Chalaki Shagy darling….

      pehle you have to dress as I said…n PINK :D

      why didnt you have anything since morning…??? :O

      order something or cook noodles atleast…chalo jao…forun :)

      Reply
  93. Comment by BMK on July 9, 2010 12:07 pm

    @SA, yes I do but when no alternate is available … tum logon k hotay hovay, no chanas …

    as CU asked, go n cook something nice . also kitchen bhi saaf karo! : )

    @CU, yes, had biryani quite sometimes in kiranchi. the food was very tasty. the guest house cook was wonderful indeed… n Im quite nearer to my target; 350 lbs. : )

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 9, 2010 3:43 pm

      O_0 lagta hai karachi se ziada Maa g ne psh mein khila pila dia hai….350 lbs… :S

      sughar banain BMK….achey engineers ko cooking bhi ani chaheye and safai karni bhi…. ;)

      Reply
  94. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 9, 2010 4:08 pm

    ye raha main!! :D

    CU, i was dressed in black! Kal pink pakka! chalega? ;)

    bhook he nahi lag rhi thi =/ ab tou im full! ;) kuch zada he! :D

    @BMK- 350 lbs!! :D Dieting karein!!
    ab tou kitchen roz he saf karna par raha hai! :( :P

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    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 10, 2010 1:02 pm

      dressed in black…hmmm….looking pretty but pink ziada chaley ga…. :D

      kyon nahi lagi bhook….to roza rakh lo …sawab bhi mil jaye ga…. :@

      Reply
  95. Comment by shaguftaabbas on July 10, 2010 11:39 pm

    mene pink he pehna tha aj! I looked so..girly YET super cute! ;) lol

    aray Deeee!! Idea bura nahi tha =p ab tou azan horahi hai , kal zaroor rkhenge roza! :P

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on July 11, 2010 7:31 am

      wao cuty pie… :P ap to such mey boht pinky lag rahi hain… :D

      rakh he lo roza…razab ka roza rakhne ka boht sawab hai… :)

      Reply
  96. Comment by Yasser on August 1, 2010 5:54 am

    i hope everything is fine at your end and i hope the floods in KP hasn’t disturbed you and your family

    Regards

    Yasser

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 7, 2010 8:45 am

      yes yasser …Allah karim…all good at my end but KP is effected badly…. :(
      Allah pak rehm karain….

      Reply
  97. Comment by Dua on August 6, 2010 12:17 pm

    Asalamu-Alaikum sis, How’s you? My prayers for everything to be well with you N your loved ones. Just want to let you know have changed my blog up side down :-P Do check out the new one N let me know what you think about it, as well you’ll have to change the name in your bloggroll :-D God bless, be safe.

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 7, 2010 8:46 am

      hey Mishaal….ofcourse i will must check ur new blog…but why did u change??????

      Reply
  98. Comment by majworld on August 7, 2010 5:16 pm

    ameen for the dua…may allah forgive us all and bless our country.ameen

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 7, 2010 5:49 pm

      Sum Ameen… i am really afraid of such adjuscent disasters….plan crash….flood…..karachi situation….murder of siffat ghayoor (FC Commander Peshawar) and now again rain which could bring unimagineable collapse of everything….. :(

      Reply
      • Comment by majworld on August 7, 2010 10:44 pm

        ya it makes me afraid too..these natural disasters..really should ask safety of such disasters from Allah..

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 8, 2010 6:30 am

        its been continously raining here since 2 days…..Please Allah mian stop it…

      • Comment by majworld on August 8, 2010 11:59 am

        ameen..I really pray there is no further destruction in pakistan due to flood..

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 8, 2010 1:21 pm

        Ameen Ameen…. Allah mian no more tears…..Please

      • Comment by majworld on August 11, 2010 3:04 pm

        Happy Ramzan CU :)

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 13, 2010 12:57 pm

        Thank you so much and have blessful Ramadan ….. :)

      • Comment by majworld on August 13, 2010 7:45 pm

        Thanks CU, hope u r having gud ramadan..remember me in prayers..
        and last year ur father passed away in the holy month..so prayers for him..May his soul rest in peace.ameen

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 14, 2010 5:06 am

        I surely will….Allah may bless every muslim on earth…. Ameen… :)

        yes he did and thanks for prayers :)

        you reminded me few things…

  99. Comment by SДНІВZДDД on August 10, 2010 6:54 pm

    Asallam Mo Ali Kum
    I just want to wish you a blessed month of Ramadan and I hope its gonna be your best and blessed Ramadan. May Allah forgive us. Ameen.
    Ramadan Mubarak.

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 13, 2010 12:55 pm

      Wasalam……….

      Thanks alot and same prayers for you and ofcource welcome back on blogging world…. :)

      Reply
  100. Comment by reedssss on August 14, 2010 10:44 am

    salamzzzzzzzzz dee
    well ramzan mubarak hAppy independence day n happy birthday to ur friend 2222222222

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 14, 2010 12:18 pm

      Wasalam Princess….. :)

      WEll happy Ramadan to you too bacha….and happy independence day and surely i will convey your birthday greeting to her… :)

      Reply
  101. Comment by reedssss on August 14, 2010 3:01 pm

    thnksssssssss for the wish n hows u dee

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 15, 2010 6:27 am

      I am Alhamdolillah good….. :)

      Reply
      • Comment by reedssss on August 15, 2010 3:23 pm

        that’s goodddd

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 16, 2010 3:38 pm

        and hows priincess….i hope Ramadan is going well.. :)

      • Comment by reedssss on August 17, 2010 3:04 pm

        princess is fine but buzyyyyyyy n yeah ramzan is going well 2 :(

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 18, 2010 5:15 am

        Why are you sad princess???

      • Comment by reedssss on August 18, 2010 11:22 am

        DEE COZ THESE DAYS I M TIRED N DID NOT GET TIME FOR BLOG N FOR TWITTER

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 18, 2010 1:34 pm

        Give time to Ramadan…. :)

    • Comment by reedssss on August 18, 2010 3:19 pm

      i m giving time to ramzan alsoooooooo but there is lots of work to do coz mummy n two younger bro are going for umra

      Reply
      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 19, 2010 10:46 am

        Mashallah….but why are you not going with them….??? :)

        Ask your mama to pray for me too…. :)

      • Comment by reedssss on August 19, 2010 12:36 pm

        coooz i had already perform hajj so those kids are going who havenot gone yetttt
        n deee inshallah i willl convey ur msgggg
        but i m going to miss her alotttttt

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 19, 2010 1:17 pm

        Mashallah….you are blessed by Allah pak… :)

        Aww…Dont be sad princess…She will come back soon Inshallah….. :)

      • Comment by reedssss on August 19, 2010 2:59 pm

        deee i m quite upset coz of this

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 20, 2010 2:50 am

        Dont worry princess….there is nothing to be upset…. :)

      • Comment by reedssss on August 20, 2010 11:21 am

        actually i m not in habit to live without herrrrr

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 20, 2010 1:42 pm

        You should be happy that your mom is going for Umrah…

  102. Comment by majworld on August 16, 2010 6:42 pm

    ya, relations change over money too…every one has become materialistic..
    all the best..leave to allah, nd he will do the best for u IA :)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 18, 2010 5:14 am

      Yes I have blind trust in Allah and I am dead sure that he will help me out… Inshallah

      Reply
  103. Comment by BMK on August 18, 2010 1:24 pm

    ithay ki horya ey?

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 18, 2010 1:33 pm

      Towadda intezar ho riya ae…. :D

      My blog is waiting for your comment posti….how r u? i hope ur family and home is safe in such calamity….. :)

      Your posti Boss needs to be Daraingg by Posti bloggers so he may give u time to talk to ur friends and update ur blog… :)

      Reply
  104. Comment by reedssss on August 20, 2010 2:37 pm

    dee u r rite i m happy but also sad n these dayz quite frustarted 2 dee plz soon visit fb

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 20, 2010 3:42 pm

      :) What happened princess???

      Do remember Allah at each and every point of life….you wont be frustrated…. :)

      Reply
      • Comment by reedssss on August 21, 2010 2:52 pm

        dee i dun knw what happened 2 me
        n secondly dun worry we are with u u can talk to us may Allah grant him place in jannat ul firdus
        n u can talk with us 2
        hugs to u dee

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 22, 2010 5:46 am

        Thanks alot princess… for your precious prayers… :)

        kya howa bacha….disturb nahi hotey…. cheer up little girl… :)

  105. Comment by reedssss on August 22, 2010 9:35 am

    dee mummy going na that’s why
    papa was saying mummy kai ” app jaoge na to “toto” ( he used to call me instead of rida) rozana roege n tang karege infact api was saying app rida ko chor kar ja rae ho mera kya hoga
    N CHECK OUT MY BLOG APP KO SUB SMJHE AJAEGE

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on August 22, 2010 2:54 pm

      LOLZ…. to Papa ki Toto roz roye gee….Is she Mama’s baby….poor Api…. :P

      Reply
      • Comment by reedssss on August 23, 2010 11:13 am

        yeah i m mama’s babyyyyyyyyyy n may be roz roun

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 24, 2010 2:31 am

        Aww….princess roti hoi achi to nahi lagti…. bacha 25 days ki to baat hai sirf….she will be with you very soon…. :)

      • Comment by reedssss on August 24, 2010 3:18 pm

        mjhe pata hai
        i dun knw what will going to happennnnnnnn

      • Comment by captureuniverse on August 25, 2010 11:27 am

        Every good will going to happen bacha….Smile princess…u don’t seem good in grouchy mood…. :)

      • Comment by reedssss on August 26, 2010 3:44 pm

        i knwwww par dee abhi to do din guzre haiiiiiii

  106. Comment by reedssss on August 22, 2010 9:36 am

    DEE HAVE U CHECKED THE MSG WHICH I SENT U ON FB

    Reply
  107. Comment by reedssss on August 29, 2010 9:39 am

    u will be fine os dun worry dee n take rest n medicine i will pray 4 u

    Reply
  108. Comment by majworld on August 30, 2010 6:50 pm

    Get well soon. I pray that u be fine soon.dun wry..

    Reply
  109. Comment by Anonymous on September 1, 2010 2:03 pm

    Hey CU.. wassup ??

    How r u…..

    Reply
  110. Comment by Anonymous on September 3, 2010 3:18 pm

    nice to know bout you..
    so howz your “Roza’s” going on ??

    (if ‘am not wrong..the fasting is termed as “Roza” and not “Roja”….apoloigies if ‘am wrong)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 3, 2010 4:28 pm

      yes it’s Roza… you are right….Alhamdolillah it’s going very good and blessed…. Allah may keep it blessed for all humanity and show his mercy towards us…Ameen….

      Reply
  111. Comment by Anonymous on September 18, 2010 3:15 pm

    Hi C.U. …..

    Eid Mubarak to you :)

    (P.S.: I know ‘am extremely late in wishin you.. sorry for that..)

    Reply
  112. Comment by lostgirl on September 18, 2010 3:43 pm

    hie eid mubarak to uuuuuuuuuu
    n sorry for wishing u late

    Reply
  113. Comment by majworld on September 23, 2010 4:52 pm

    oh i read about ur job…it happens in the corporate world..but i too dun like it..people really are two faced…gudluck though..

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 29, 2010 3:00 pm

      I never liked two faced diplomatic selfish people….. Where do i go….I am already overwhelmed…. :(

      Reply
  114. Comment by reedssss on September 28, 2010 3:10 pm

    dee i read about it
    dee leave other bhae this duniya is mean so jxt chill dee
    n i want u to smile plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :)
    achi aur bari waliiiii jaldi :)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 29, 2010 3:03 pm

      hey my princess.i am smiling bacha.don’t go after my written words…..these are just words…… ;) :P :D

      Reply
    • Comment by reedssss on September 29, 2010 3:11 pm

      to phrrrrrrr good hai jeeeeeee
      achi wali smile bhi hai bhae kya baat hai hai bhae ;) :P :D

      Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 29, 2010 3:19 pm

      Meri princess ki farmaish jo thi….. :D

      Reply
      • Comment by reedssss on September 29, 2010 3:20 pm

        acha meri farmaeeesh hmmmm :)

  115. Comment by majworld on September 28, 2010 9:22 pm

    hey CU, dun be sad..dun be tired..its a long journey of life, so dun lose the strength. Hope all gets fine for u soon. Wish all the best for u. God bless u..

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 29, 2010 3:05 pm

      :) thanks Awais for every single wish……. i am not loosing strength….just need a break i think…..rest i am HAPPY SHAPPY all time…… Laughing out loud….. :D :D :D

      Reply
  116. Comment by reedssss on September 30, 2010 2:46 pm

    hey dee juxt chill new experiences are good but it takes time to adjust in them
    n old experiencs taught us lesson :)
    another thing in our life there a time came where we have to start agian so never mind face every phase of life n iknw u will give ur best so smile :)
    bari si achi si:)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on September 30, 2010 2:52 pm

      It always never easy na Rida….Start from the scratch again and again…. I am saddy…and i am totally down and nothing is energizing me again……NOTHING…..

      Reply
  117. Comment by reedssss on September 30, 2010 2:58 pm

    dee comes on yahoo jaldi
    i have something to telll u

    Reply
  118. Comment by reedssss on September 30, 2010 3:15 pm

    dee i count happy n sad faces in this my dairy
    there r 247 :)
    n 67 :(
    so dee now u have to make it 300 so jaldi sai smile plzzzzzzzzz
    me n ur dairy is waiting jaldi jaldi karo
    kaheen dare na hojae ;)

    Reply
    • Comment by Salman Saeed on September 30, 2010 3:32 pm

      Dee, just check this comment that this girl did. Just read it. Just feel it I say. Batao zara mujhay aap. Do you deserve to be down when these people are with you! Tell me Dee. Dil say…

      Reply
      • Comment by captureuniverse on October 2, 2010 1:40 pm

        :) thank you so very much Salman, Rida, Awais, Aadil Ayesha, Ali, Goofy, wasif, Dua…………for giving me so much affection and care…… Allah may bless you all always and ever…. :)

  119. Comment by majworld on September 30, 2010 7:27 pm

    dun wry…may be a new start is better for u..U never know wat God has planned for u..may be sometime later u’ ll realize that it was better for u.

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 2, 2010 1:43 pm

      I have faith on Allah only and left everything on him……he may decide better for me which i might not be realizing right now…. :)

      Reply
  120. Comment by rida on October 1, 2010 4:47 am

    going ahead is a part of one’s life.all the very best to you for this new beginning best of luck dee… from rida’s friend

    Reply
  121. Comment by anummunaf on October 2, 2010 1:46 pm

    dee rida here i will talk with u laterz so dun worry

    Reply
  122. Comment by reedssss on October 2, 2010 1:59 pm

    i knw u want to but laterz so dun worry

    Reply
  123. Comment by reedssss on October 8, 2010 3:47 pm

    i knw jis nae jo kiya bht bura kya choren unlogun ko woh bewaqoof they didnot knw what the lost today they lost a precious diamond in this world they are not going to get this type of diamond ever
    this world is a place of false people there is no value for straight forward people n if u r straight forward it’s not ur fault
    so smile bhaeee:)
    u the especial for u n very especial personality i admire u the most so cheers

    Reply
  124. Comment by shaguftaabbas on October 8, 2010 4:37 pm

    BHAOO!!

    Ye tou filmi shilmi scene hogya bhaeee..

    I truly pray from the core of my heart.

    Allah ta’la, please turn Dee’s GM bald.
    May he get bulimia nervosa and later on gets anorexic.
    I wish he gets diarrhea and no medicine helps..
    I wish his moustache or beard or whatever it is gets purple and he looks real weird..

    phew,
    Allah mian, pehle ye karden baaki dua baad mei! ;)

    and dee,
    chill maaaaaaaro! :D
    meri dua qabool hoti hai ;)

    Reply
  125. Comment by reedssss on October 8, 2010 5:33 pm

    i agreed with shaGUFTA hamre dee ko upset kya uski to esi ki tesi
    sabhar karen woh ab itne precious tears gare dee ki ankhun sai that’s not fear
    allah mian ab jaldi sai in kai chere pai achi si smile foran foran bht jadli jaldi sai ajae
    n dee ap to srf chill karen thand paen n lasi piyen yar baqi sub to kher hai jeeee
    :P :D ;)
    ab to ankh bhi mardi ab jaldi jaldi hans den nahi ati phr bhi mari ab to bare wali smile dimple kai sath woh bhi bht ache wale ;) :P :D

    Reply
  126. Comment by majworld on October 9, 2010 7:26 am

    hey CU, read ur posts..its really sad to know about behaviour of the boss :( ..it happens though in jobs…at times bosses are such idiots..nd give so tough time and all ur hardwork go un noticed. I advise to stay cool and do ur work…all vl get fine inshallah..He has decided rizk for u and vl give u..no one can stop..but remain cool…nd dun cry..things vl get right..

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 14, 2010 2:54 pm

      you are right Awais.Allah has decided rizk of everyone and he will give him,,,,no one can ever stop but things hurt me sometime.

      As wasif says……i am trying to practice that things don’t hit me but i dont find myself of that calibre to ignore such behaviour.

      Reply
  127. Comment by anummunaf on October 11, 2010 4:09 pm

    hey dee meri pyari sweet dee esa na kahen plzzzzz
    apkai lye kch na kch to Allah talla nae socha hoga
    bus phr kis baat ki fikr
    app ko bilkul pareshan hune ki zarrur nahi jb tak upar wali zaat app kai sath hai bus thora sabhr karen deee plzzzzz dun be sad plzzzzzzz :)

    Reply
  128. Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on October 12, 2010 7:40 pm

    HaPpY Birthday 2 Aunti !!!
    HaPpY Birthday 2 Aunti !!!
    HaPpY Birthday 2 Aunti !!! :D :D :D :D :) :D :D :D :D

    May this day ALLAH will purify you like you’re at the time of birth, keeps you under HIS special blessings & protection forever in your life onwards along with family & friends and grant you what HE best HE has kept only for you before you raise your hands for pray. [Ameen]

    Reply
    • Comment by Salman Saeed on October 13, 2010 5:49 am

      Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, Ameen, :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

      Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 14, 2010 2:58 pm

      Thank u so very much Aunty k Uncle. itni sari duaen, I am honored… :)

      Reply
  129. Comment by reedssss on October 15, 2010 6:07 pm

    mubarkan mybarkan
    new job mubarak
    i wish gud luck for new job
    allah kare is job mien koi pareshani na ho
    stay happy
    hugs to u :)

    Reply
  130. Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on October 16, 2010 12:24 am

    When 1 door closes another door opens, RAB Bari Ta’la always has an alternative best plan for us :) Masha’ALLAH glad to know that you’ve blessed with new job by almighty. [Insha'ALLAH] hopefully & pray you’ll have a peaceful working environment in place with love, care & respect to you by your colleagues [Ameen] :)
    Have a blessed new job & life ahead [Ameen]

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 16, 2010 4:42 am

      Thanks alot Wasif.and very true Allah has written our Rizk and he provide us by any means… :)

      Reply
  131. Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on October 18, 2010 5:58 pm

    Had 32 teeth smile with prayers for you while reading Oct 16, 2010 dairy’s page :)
    Next day, Amma is right !!!

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 31, 2010 2:39 pm

      hahhahaaa…. that was the tragic day :D :P

      Maaa ka CHAMCHA…… :P

      Reply
      • Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on October 31, 2010 7:06 pm

        Aunti Ko Aitraaz :-P
        Uncle Bohat Sakhat Not Like Maaa So Maaa Ka Kehna Maning Warna Uncle Thakai Karing :-@

      • Comment by captureuniverse on November 12, 2010 4:26 am

        LOLZ…………g uncle ap theek boling………… :P

        Me good kid…do listen to Maa….. Aunty k uncle is GHUSSANAK….. :P

      • Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on November 12, 2010 11:08 am

        Uncle Theek Boling Kyun K Uncle Jo Hoing :-P
        HunH Good Kid Only Listening Not Acting :-@

  132. Comment by majworld on October 18, 2010 6:18 pm

    oh congrats on new job :) ..hope it brings out lot of joys nd success for u..

    Reply
  133. Comment by anummunaf on October 19, 2010 4:30 am

    subah hogae hai mjhe pata hai n i m awake so dun worryyyy

    Reply
  134. Comment by Dua on October 29, 2010 6:52 am

    Asalamu-Alaikum,

    Hope all is well N good with you, Universe :-) Allah Bless.

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on October 31, 2010 2:46 pm

      Wasalam Dua……

      Yes Alhamdolillah everything is going good……. just busy in job…..

      Reply
  135. Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on November 12, 2010 11:11 am

    Friends were waiting waiting but no news from Aunti :-(
    Hope enjoying your new job :-) Stay blessed & cherish always [Ameen]

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 28, 2010 6:30 am

      :) …. yea i know uncle….but what todo ….no DSL :(
      ENJOYING….. :O Kids are enough to make me rock & roll for 7 hours daily….. :P :D

      Reply
      • Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on November 30, 2010 12:08 am

        Masha’ALLAH Glad To Know Aunt Having Great Time on Her New Job :-) You Shifted To New Place As Well, If I’m Not Wrong So That’s Why Not Having Internet Service There …
        Wish You All The Best in All Aspects of Life, Stay Blessed & Cherish Always [Ameen]

  136. Comment by majworld on November 13, 2010 2:17 am

    Hey, just read u r busy and no DSL :) ..long time..I hope all is well nd u enjoying life..take care :)

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on November 28, 2010 6:34 am

      HEY Awais…… yea Alhamdolillah everything is going good……just like i am out scene…..heard that u finally got visa and left….without giving us PARTY….. :P :D

      Reply
      • Comment by majworld on November 28, 2010 12:50 pm

        hey nice to see u back after longgggggggg time :) ..ya, i had little time to leave..party tu bnti thi wrna :p..anyways, hope u enjoying ur new job nd all going good. take care and have gud time..

      • Comment by captureuniverse on December 10, 2010 4:52 pm

        party to ho he jaye gee but its good that u got ur visa finally…. :)
        rida told me about ur visa….. I hhope all is going well at ur side……Mama ki sari naseehatain yaad rakhain and roz milk piya karain….bacha khaye ga nahi to bara kaisey ho ga….. :D :P

  137. Comment by majworld on December 19, 2010 5:47 pm

    so doosron ko advices and khud nostalgic :p.,.gud to see ur update after long time..u really became quiet and serious..

    Reply
  138. Comment by majworld on December 19, 2010 5:48 pm

    nd ya, all advices yaad hain is bachay ko :D

    Reply
  139. Comment by majworld on January 2, 2011 11:41 am

    hey have a nice 2011..and ya, remember the lessons life teaches u..they make us become a better and stronger person. Have a happy year.

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on January 2, 2011 11:48 am

      Same to u Awais….. :)
      ap ne kia seekha …balkey kuch seekha bhi ya nahi….ya yunhi ankhain band kar k rehna ka irada hai :)

      Reply
      • Comment by majworld on January 2, 2011 1:21 pm

        chalo..mein seekh seekh kr budha ho gya hn and u asking k kya seekha :p..ya, i learnd many things too :)

      • Comment by captureuniverse on January 26, 2011 2:15 pm

        hahahaa…..Awais uncle …baba ji… :D

  140. Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on January 3, 2011 12:43 pm

    Masha’ALLAH glad to know things are going well at your end :-)
    Have a blessed 2011 ahead with family & friends and may ALLAH gives you all what HE knows best for you in this year. [Ameen]

    Reply
  141. Comment by anummunaf on January 8, 2011 2:29 pm

    may ur friend all that she wants :)

    Reply
  142. Comment by reedssss on January 12, 2011 4:17 pm

    heyyyyyyyyyyyyy dee hows uuuuuuuuuuuuuu
    after a long time i back to ur blog

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on February 6, 2011 3:42 pm

      I am good Alhamdolillah… :)

      Reply
      • Comment by reedssss on February 8, 2011 3:15 pm

        hey dee yar where r u bhaeeeeeeeeeee
        i miss u i guess u r quite bzy n me 2 :)
        well when ever u get time talk to me it’s urgent
        bye tc

  143. Comment by majworld on January 14, 2011 12:41 pm

    so u gono attend that shaadi function today :) ..enjoy ur time :)

    Reply
  144. Comment by Muhammad Wasif Javed on January 14, 2011 6:45 pm

    Masha’ALLAH Tonight Choti Sparkle’s Wedding :-) Endless Blessings To Her !!! May She Stays Blessed Along With Her Family & Friends And of-course Most Important One Hubby Always! [Ameen]
    Aap Zara Dance Holay Holay Karna Awein Earth-Quake Na Aa Jaye :P

    Reply
  145. Comment by majworld on January 31, 2011 7:52 am

    poori chanay :( :( ..mera bhi dil kr rha hai..nd clapping for the work..kya baat hai..waisay mujhe bhi kafi advices ki zaroorat hai :p..

    Reply
    • Comment by captureuniverse on February 6, 2011 4:00 pm

      :) advice….. the great one for you is “keep yourself in shell of your emotions, if you will open the gates for others, they will surely leave you alone under the open sky and diserted desert” :)

      Reply
      • Comment by majworld on February 19, 2011 11:28 am

        itni mushkil advice…is ko tu samajhne k lye mujhe advice chahiye..:)

      • Comment by captureuniverse on February 19, 2011 11:58 am

        LOLZ….. Now I am “SCRATCHING HEAD” :P

  146. Comment by majworld on May 20, 2011 12:49 pm

    hey hopefully ur fever is fine now..get well soon..nd ya, in jobs many times such words and situations come which really makes us sad..esp the harsh words of others..Being patient and sincere with work is imp as well as showing your work with words too so that every one knows that u r working..

    Reply
  147. Comment by reedssss on June 9, 2011 7:51 pm

    oye ma after long time i m here oh god i miss every thing how stupid of me
    well never mind back to the town again with u guys will do alot of fun with u

    Reply

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