Mourning Values….

Unseen ways and lost directions; we are the victims, we are lost nation. Everyone is trying to escape from the current situation; all have decided their own ways to escape, leave this country, sell your home and fly to some safe place but is there any safe place? We are unfortunately asking our enemies to provide us safety, to provide us shelter and not realizing that we are trading of our own values, norms and customs.

We the Muslims who think themselves not only think but we did rule the empires, we ruled over more then half of the land of earth. How can we forget our Prophet Muhammad Sallallaho Alihe Waalehee Wasallam and his rules, his guidance, our four Caliphs and their solemnity, generosity, war and jihad customs? Ofcource Aulia karam, saints, Muslim rulers, Hadrat Umer bin abdul Aziz, Hadrat Junaid Baghdadi, then conqueror of Hindustan Muhammad Bin Qasim, Hujaj bin yousaf, Mughal Empire, Ghori, there are uncountable stories we have to learn from but we are just following blindly to un Islamic values.

Today we are passing through the phase which was predicted centuries back and our dilemma is that we are living in the era and following the counterfeit rules without bothering to acquire knowledge and be opponent to wrong deeds; instead we are proud to be called modern and civilized. Are we really civilized? If wearing half and exposing is modernism, yes we have won; if speaking slang English and increasing abusive vocabulary is modernism, yes we are step ahead of it. If using obnoxious language with elders and become carefree of all love and emotions is modernism, yes we have reached the height.

If studying in high standard institutions and paying high fee for learning to follow west to be accepted by the society is civilization, yes we are civilized. If organizing late night parties, hanging out with friends and using prohibited stuff by Islam include us in civilized race, yes we have touched the sky. If living in acres bungalows and moving in luxurious vehicles, high earning without bothering Halal and Haram is civilization, yes we have proudly crossed are limits.

We are Modern and Civilized….. Pakistani nation belongs to Islami Jamhuria Pakistan (Islamic Republic of Pakistan) is civilized and modernized among whole Islamic world.

Be proud of it, why not; at least we could achieve these traits in 63 years of independence.

We are Muslims of Islamic Republic of Pakistan whose soil is still damped with the Blood of those who sacrificed everything to win the land for us and we are rewarding them with Modernism and civilization; so why are we bothered to pay the price now?

It is a natural fact that to achieve something, one has to pay price and we are paying our BLOOD and future securities while winning uncertain future.

We are Muslims….!


Mandy Moore (CRY)

Mandy moore is a wonderful singer, I love the song cause of its fabulous words.

Kuch Dil ne Kaha (Song)

I am in love with this song and its lyrics, I feel everyone who has music taste might enjoy the melodious lines…. 🙂

Quote of the day (28th October, 2009)

“The one who is left for his eternal life can never return but we miss them with every sound of life; keep them safe in your heart rather portraying emotions to gain sympathy, sympathies only gain pain.”

eternal life

Quote of the day (27th October, 2009)

“Don’t make your reasons so high that nothing can accommodate them; Be flexible to be accommodated and not left in gulch with your own created shell.”


Dead End….

Sometimes we never know where the trip starts and where it ends, though we feel we are living for others and on their will but end of the day a big hit make us realize that we never were. Actually we were but we care them in our own way whilst they were expecting somehow different possession, somehow different dimensions and wanted their streams to flow on their path rather making its own.

I have been living with an illusion since my childhood that I am the most beloved as I always surrender my happiness and joys for my loved ones; she was walking nostalgically along the roadside path.
A drop slipped on her face, it’s raining she mapped and continued her slow ripples on the side way. I always meant to live for others, smiled upon sounding their giggles and wept on seeing even tiny scratch on them. Forgot myself; I am lost, who am I, what I like and dislike, where I live?
Their love, their sorrows, their pains, their joys, their life; and mine?

Years have been passed, months, days, hours and I had been living in the fantasy of most adored who surrendered her life. Second, third drops; I think rain started, I should move fast to reach my destiny.

Undulations state where she was unable to figure out her own miseries, how much she has lost and for whom? It was a big hunk and she reached dead end. Rain became faster and she was passing through mesmerized phase of living at dead end where time was no more healers but only teasing ramp.

She hit dead end, an edge…. She mapped her face; may be they are tears but I am not crying, actually over bliss upon last fence which made them delighted. How can I forget, it was surely raining….

There is solitude and silence; who am I?

25 Random Points about Me….!

Huda tagged me in her blog to write 25 random things about me, well actually I never tried to figure out 25 random things about myself but let me explore today.

According to rules, to whom I will tag will must continue the chain with their 25 random points.

So I shall start 🙂

1. I am a girl actually but Allah might have wrongly put me in a girl skin, that’s my sweet mom actually thinks; I should be a boy.

2. Since childhood, I use to be friendly which somehow hit me badly too but still I didn’t learn from my mistake of making friends. But no actually I am Alhamdolillah always blessed by Allah that he always granted me with beautiful bunch of friends.

3. As huda says, she is extra caring; Not I but people think of me extraordinary. 😀

4. I love smile and love to put on faces though for a moment even. 🙂

5. Actually I learn from my mistakes, atleast try to so I may not stumble again by the same stone.

6. Overall laugh out loud sort of, fun loving, caring and sharing, always try to gain and gather golden shiny memories rather grouchy moments.

7. Always want people to remember me in their good books and no one might ever recall me by any saddening thought.

8. MMMMmmm…yum yum… Rice lover…All time, in every form… Biryani, Pulao, chicken, chinese, Russian….Rice always make me start eating them without looking here and there. 😛

9. Was very studious; Book warm but now no one can think me a reader even. 😛

10. Was intelligent but now I feel loosing that skill. 😀 “Umer ka taqaza hai shaid”

11. My all time one line; we never make and find friends, they are always decided for us to whom we meet in different circumstances and can’t live without them onwards.

12. My friends are very precious for me and I always keep them as a bunch of flowers; infact a priceless treasure which can be gained by the hard efforts and can never be substituted by any means.

13. I was a music lover and I am little bit but now my priorities are changing somehow. 🙂

14. Yes I am moody sometime and when my mood swings, nothing can stabilize it until and unless I want myself.

15. I am a NAAT lover, loves to listen which really makes me drowned in some mystical pool and I love to float along waves. I am an AASHIQ of Hazrat Muhammad Arabi SWS. 🙂

16. I am a peace lover and hate violence, rage and extremism. For me life is too short to be occupied by negative aspects; live it simply.

17. All time fan of Shalwar Qameez, dopatta and scarf. Simple and comfortable. Yes ofcource fashion can be adopted but I have my own limits which I never cross neither allow anyone to cross through.

18. Very homy sort of; Love my home, my family and my belongings; can’t breath without them.

19. I am little bit reserved and quiet with whom I am not familiar with and remain if I want to be.

20. Like to write and read stuff; whatever but of my interest.

21. Anything can inspire me but not everything.

22. I love nature and everything belongs to nature; Trees, Water, Flowers, Birds and yes Little angels (KIDS) 🙂

23. And very saddening thing, no kid like I am cent percent saying not single one get afraid of me; actually they give me threats and blackmail and me poor soul always on their chance. 😀

24. Cool minded, peace lover, chilled one but once my anger shoots to the point of height; FHEWWW, I am afraid no one can dare to put ice on. 😀

25. Very disciplined and punctual; infact line goes parallel to me that rules are made to be followed 😀 the line was so true but with the passage of time and to accommodate in space, somehow rules are made to be broken 😀 but not all time. Mostly I stick to my first line. 🙂

Here I ended up my 25 points and according to rule have to tag, so now I am going to….